I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 54

Kian pov

I hold her for a moment taking in what she said, before releasing my grip on her hair and letting her go. Seeing her looking angry at me before she turns on her heel and walks out of the kitchen.

Declan walks up to me and stands by my side.

"Why don't you tell her the truth?" He says and I start to walk out of the kitchen with him beside me. He is my best friend and I know he is going to lecture me. But I'm not up for it with all these rogues running around and Selena who won't share what she knows.

"What truth?" I say and try to sound unbothered when we come out in the hall and no one is around.

"You marked her because you wanted and can't lose her! And you could tell her how sorry you are for making a mistake or several in fact!" He states before he gets ahead and stands in my way. The others have left the house and I stop right in front of him.

"It doesn't matter! She hates me anyway for what I did" I just state to him and look sternly at him, wanting him to get out of my way right now.

He crosses his arms over his chest and looks seriously at me.

"Yes! But it doesn't help that you are going at her with force. Get a grip Kian and man up before you lose her for good!" He states before he turns around and heads for the door.

" Because that's working so well for you!" I just bark at him, I'm not the only one having trouble with his mate here.

He turns around and looks at me angrily.

"Well, at least I'm trying my best and not forcing her!" He spits before going out the door and leaving me alone in the hall. I know he is right but how could I ever get her to forgive me for what I did to her? She is a far better leader than I am with the way she cares for her pack and would even sacrifice her own life for them. All I have done through the years is force my pack to do as I say and bring order and routine. To me, the king's business has always been to have total control over everything.

Nothing happens, in my kingdom without me knowing it first!

"You know he has a point!" Comes a voice from behind and I know Emma heard it all. I don't answer and start to head for the door instead.

"She needs a mate that stands by her side! Not someone who will force her to submit" she says and I take the handle and stand there a moment, taking in what she said.

"I know!" I say before opening the door and getting outside. I know what a mistake I did those years back, and I can't change it.

Coming outside I see Declan and Cannon talking while they get undressed, in front of us is Selena in her white wolf with her men beside her.

Pulling my shirt over my head I place it on a chair before I take off my pants and briefs before quickly shifting.

Telling my wolf to keep some distance from her we slowly start to walk forward, stopping a bit behind with Declan and Cannon. Seeing her looking me all over I wait for her to move so we can follow.