I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 98

Selena pov

He gave me the syringe in my thigh and the pain it brought to me made me pass out, I even wished for death to take me instead.

I thought this was it when the bond started to fade away, it felt like a part of me where about to die when suddenly the thin thread that connected me to Kian stopped and pulled away. Just like it's laying somewhere deep down, not completely gone but broken.

My heart feels like it has shattered into small pieces and the only one who can mend it together is Kian.

Tears run down my cheeks where I lay in the bed, prisoned in my own body not able to move or fight him, my heart goes out to Kian, and the thought he won't survive this brings a sob to my lips, he is my mate!

I should be stronger than this! I should be strong enough to fight for my destined mate, but I'm nothing more than a breathing blood bag right now to feed Elijah's obsession with me!

Opening my eyes I look right into a pitch-black room, not a light in sight and I know it has to be in the middle of the night! I'm not able to move when I hear his footsteps getting closer to where I lay on the bed.

I'll rather face death than be forced to have him as my mate!

I know if he completes the mate bond and I kill him it will end up killing me too, that's a sacrifice I'm ready to make just to kill him for what he has done!

"Now the worse part is over for you!" I hear him say before his arms come under my body and he lifts me from the bed. Feeling his naked chest being pressed against my body I wish I had some strength to turn my head and rip his throat out but I'm completely cut off from my wolf.

He starts to walk with me over to a door he pushes open with his foot, inside he walks over and places me down on the toilet. I see good enough in the dark even without my wolf!

"I'm going to lean you against the sink and you can do your business while I pour a bath!" he says and leans my upper body against the sink as he said, I don't care if I pee on the floor or over him!

I don't care at all about anything else than the pain and emptiness I feel after Kian, I'm hollow and dead inside!

He took him from me! More tears run down my cheeks and maybe it would be for the best if Elijah sucked me dry so there would be no turning back from the darkness, I don't want to keep breathing without Kian!

I hear him turn on a tap and water starts to pour into the tube, I feel how my bladder empties in the toilet and I don't care if it does or not. I hear him walk over to where I am and I guess he plans to wash his food!

"Are you done?" he says and I'm not going to answer him! Sitting completely silent when he leans down to pick me up again.

"I bet you are a bit angry about all of this but as soon we have completed the mating it will all be good, and if you behave I will give you a nice time in the bathtub," he says and a chill courses through my body, I don't want him anywhere near me!

He lifts me from the toilet and starts to carry me over to the tube before he slowly gets inside with me in front of him, I have already noticed he took off my underwear when I was unconscious and who knows what else he has done to me!

The warm water covers a large bit of my body when he pulls me flat against him and places my head on his shoulder, One of his arms holds a tight grip around my waist when I feel him trace his nose down my cheek. I feel disgusted wherever he is touching my skin, I hate it!