"Mr. Lawrence, please eat more. Aunt Selina ordered these for you especially. I heard that those are your favorite food," Mary broke the dead silence with an embarrassed expression. Taking notice that the impassive man opposite her paid no heed to her, she felt like a clown. But since he was Lawrence Chu, she couldn't throw a tantrum in front of him. She just wished that he didn't detest her. Her ultimate goal was to be her woman and she wouldn't fail.
"I will," Lawrence responded, devoid of any expressions.
"Ummmm you must have learnt about my family. My Dad is..." But before Mary could finish, Lawrence cut into the conversation.
"I know," the dominating young man began with a poker face. He put down his chopsticks and leaned back against the chair. "Come on! Let's get straight to the point," he said in a cold voice, focusing his gaze on Mary.
With a coy expression, Mary lowered her head. She said in a low, sweet voice, "I think we're a good match. Today, we already met each other. Do you think we should..."
And there she stopped. She couldn't finish her sentence due to embarrassment. She knew it wasn't her role as a lady to bring that matter up. She moved her gaze back to Lawrence expecting him to get the point.
"Do you mean to marry me?" Lawrence asked plainly while staring at the window.
"Yes. It's my dream to be married to you," Mary replied with a flush. She felt slightly bashful to blurt out her thoughts in front of Lawrence.
"Do you think you deserve me?" Lawrence asked frankly. Even though he only knew her for a short time, he thought he had learnt what sort of person the woman in front of him was.
"Excuse... Excuse me?" Mary responded in surprise. She stared at Lawrence who was still looking outside the window. 'Although I can only see his side face, I can feel the great charisma he radiates. If I can stay by his side, I will be as shining as a star in the dark sky, ' she imagined obsessively.
As Lawrence didn't respond, Mary was starting to lose her patience. She didn't imagine their first date to be like this. So she stood up and walked to his side. "I admit that you are from a wealthy and influential family, but my family also has some influence. You should know the role of my Dad in the government. The Han family is a respectable one in the city. How could you say such rude words?" she said, flustered. She wanted Lawrence to understand who she was and what her family stood for.
"Do you think you're good enough for me? I expect my woman to be pure. Have you maintained your virtue? Do you think you can meet my standards?" Lawrence threw these questions at Mary with a scornful look.
"I..." Mary faltered. She wasn't a virgin anymore. She lost her virginity to a classmate when she was in college.
"Are you trying to say that you're still a virgin?" Lawrence continued of derision without switching his deep-set eyes to Mary.
Mary opened her mouth and tried to say something but stopped. She must tell the truth but not to sound guilty. This was her make or break moment. After a long pause, she replied awkwardly, "I had slept with one man, but it happened three years ago. In the past three years, I have never..."
Lawrence interrupted her again.
"You can leave now," he snapped at her. "I don't know why Aunt would choose you. If you get out of here now, I can forgive you."
As Lawrence nudged her to leave, Mary panicked and didn't know what to do. This was not what she imagined the date would end. And she knew she must do something to try to change the mood. Without too much thinking, she sat on Lawrence's lap and put her arms around his neck.
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