It'll Come Naturally novel Chapter 1660

Finally sighing deeply, Rain started the car and drove away. But he didn't return to the KD Group like he told Edward earlier in his office. Instead, he headed to the cemetery. He had a strong urge to visit his mother now.

On his way to the cemetery, he bought a bunch of white chrysanthemums that his mother loved so much. When he arrived, Rain quickly got out of the car but walked up the steps slowly, with his head hanging low. When he reached her gravestone, he stopped and saw it was clean.

He laid the white flowers on the ground, and slowly lowered himself to sit facing his mother's grave. Rain sat very close to the gravestone and stared at the black and white picture on it. Lifting his hand, he gently stroked the woman's picture, as his eyes filled with regret and love. Rain truly missed his mother now and wished she was still by his side to guide and comfort him.

The woman in the photograph was beautiful. Her smile dazzled, and her eyes were kind and gentle. She looked like the type of woman who was warm-hearted and loving. It was probably what made her more stunning. Rain felt extremely blessed to have inherited her good looks, which was why women were often attracted to him.

"Mom, I really don't want you to see me like this, depressed and sad. But I can't help how I feel. I'm sad and lonely, and I miss you terribly. And these feelings simply won't go away. I wish you were here." Then Rain closed his eyes and leaned on the gravestone. Suddenly, he felt like he was in his mother's loving arms. There was a real warm sensation that enveloped him.

"You once told me that I should fight for the things and people I love. But mom, what if that person I want doesn't want to be with me? Should I still fight for her? Or do I just give up? I don't want to end up like you, Mom. I honestly don't. I knew he lied to you. And in the process of hurting others, you also harmed yourself, didn't you?" Rain sniffled. As he talked to his mother, tears kept streaming down his face. His greatest shame was being born an illegitimate child. But not once did he blame his mother for his circumstance. It wasn't her fault. His father lied to her. Since then Rain realized the world just wasn't fair.

A self-deprecating and bitter smile crossed his handsome face. The sunlight shone on his miserable face, but it couldn't warm his freezing heart. He was at a loss as to what to do now. Rain wanted to find the woman who had always been in his heart but was unsure if he should. He was afraid to make the same mistake as his mother, and end up hurting not only himself but other people as well. That was the one thing he didn't want. He continued to lean on the gravestone with eyes closed, unaware of how beautiful a scene it created, that would surely break many girls' hearts.

"Maybe I should listen to my heart and try to win her back again. I should see her and put an end to this. Because no matter how hard I try, I can't get her out of my mind. I really can't forget her. The more I try to forget her, the more I end up thinking about her. It seems that I can never get over her, mom," he wailed. He breathed deeply. Rain didn't know what was happening to him. Maybe he shouldn't wait any longer because it only tortured him more. Perhaps, he should summon his courage and go to the address Edward gave him, and talk to her. Or maybe, he was only trying to convince himself now to do all this.