Judas kiss novel Chapter 30

"He probably forgot-" Mila stuttered as she cried. "I can't believe I let him touch me." She said sobbed.

"Let it all out." Della said softly understanding that her friend needed to rant out everything that had just happened.

"Della he-he-he hurt me !" She paused her cheeks were already puffy from having cried a river for Alfredo. "He just took my virginity without my consent, i hate him."

"But you like the way he held you these past couple of days ?" Della aforementioned.

"THAT WAS BEFORE I KNEW I WAS SLEEPING WITH THE DEVIL, JESUS CHRIST !" Mila cursed. "I don't know how many times I have showered, i still feel him all over my skin, i hate it Della, i hate it so much." She said closing her eyes wanting to calm herself down.

"He won't stop looking for you ?" Della added.

"I don't know what he wants from me, goodness gracious !!" She held the bridge of her nose trying to calm down. "He is a criminal just like his father."

"You need to find closure Mila and that means you need to talk to him. Yes, it's been years but you simply ignored it. You slept around and tried to forget about it but you just haven't dealt with it." She paused. "That's why it still hurts."

"Don't say that ! I thought you were my friend Adela.." She said shaking her head slowly.

"I'm just being honest. You need to tell Alfredo about the child you both made. You need to tell him about everything, you have been meaning to get off your chest-"

"I don't have anything to say to him." She said dramatically wiping the tears on her cheeks, a frown on her lips.

"Remember when you told me that the rest of the nights were different from the first night. He told you he was scared and he had never done this before. He promised he wouldn't hurt you the way-"

"Stop stop stop just stop." Mila said shaking her head furiously.

"Okay, fine." Della said giving her a small smile while raising her hands defensively.

"Did he say anything to you ?" Mila asked softly. The she suddenly remembered.

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"Hi?Uhm?Adela?right??" Alfredo said nervously,?Felipé?was right behind?him?like?Alfredo's?shadow. Alfredo looked like a mess, he looked like he was coming from the gym. They stood in the middle of the hotel corridor near the elevator.

"Yes, Mr. Molinero is there?anything?I?may help you with ?" Della said professionally.

"Mila?hasn't?been coming to work for a?few?days now and?I?had ordered that she is the only maid?I?wanted?in my suite." He?almost?yelled but?lowered?his voice when people exited from the elevator. He gave them a small smile as they passed.

"Your suite will not be cleaned then-"?Adela?said.

"I?don't?care just make sure she comes back." He said barbarously.

"I'm?not the manager, so please lay a complaint at the reception and your request will be dealt with." Della said in the very same tone.

"Look?Uhm?Adela, i?know?you are her friend and honestly?I?just?want to know?how she?is doing-" Alfredo said letting his?arrogant?Facade?down.?Felipé?rolled his eyes, he knew?everything.?Coming to?New York was a bad endeavor. He was there the night of?Alfredo's?birthday, he stood not so far from the scene. The day at the club Savanah he?recognized?Mila as the girl his boss had slept with a 18. He tried his best to bring as many girls to?dance?around the Mafia Prince but it was all to a?lost?cause because?Alfredo?saw her and?couldn't?keep his eyes off her. He knew Mila was going to break his heart, he just?didn't?know how to tell Alfredo that Mila was the?girl?who had been?haunting his?dreams all those years. It?wasn't?his?story to?tell but if Alfredo continued acting like a headless chicken then he intended to tell him.

"She is doing okay, she just needs space." Adela said feeling pity for him.

The elevator suddenly dinged open revealing a man who?has?been giving her an orgasm every?night?in her dreams.?He?looked devilishly handsome, she?felt?her knees become weak. She?thought?about?him?pushing her against the wall as he?almost?choked her... she sensed?danger?from him but she loved it. Their eyes immediately found each other and her cheeks flushed?crimson?red.