Lie To Me Alpha novel Chapter 53

Matteo's Pov

I have been doing a lot of thinking, that cause me restless nights on whether should I do it or not.

In the end I made a choice and I just hope it's right because to me it seems right.

Tonight I want to move on and start my life with my family, I know it's not with Addasah but I have to take ownership of what happened.2

Four years I have been in pain but just now I want to be redeem. I may not love Quinn anymore but she's carrying my heir.14

People may call it a mistake, I do too deep within me but I'll never admit that to anyone because I don't want my child thinking she or he is a mistake.

After all it wasn't his/her fault that he was to be born in this world.

It happens two months ago when I was still drunk over being heartbroken and almost on the brink of committing suicide when my dad came home and force me to mate Quinn.2

I was at the lowest point of my life and I hated that in my most vulnerable state he caught his prey.

I'll never forget the look he gave me and made Mr feel that night. He made me feel worthless and weak, I was beyond disgust.

In his Alpha position he command me to mate her in front of Lyndon and Mia.2

Lyndon could have easily kills him but my dad has all the cards and the upper hand. That's the night I discovered another secret that Addasah's father is a pure hybrid, the ones who are wanted and most hunted by our kinds.5

All Alphas are to extinct his kinds but my father knew that to have a hybrid he would be able to fight against all odds or any danger near the pack and very reason he made him a top warrior.

The night they escape with my mother that's the night they discovered his identity.

My father in his victory grin has told me all about it and so he has brought them over when I refuse to comply with his commands.

I could have reach anyone for help or Luna Shina but my dad knows how to played his cards well. He knew when to warn, threat and when to strike without anyone noticing.

So that horrible night of my life if I didn't do what he says he would have killed Addasah's parents right there in front of me, which options was better me being with Addasah or her parents death in my hands.

So I did it I agree to Mate her and as we did, all I think of was her, the one meant for me and when I have my released that night her name was the one I scream.5

After that horrible night I never wanted to see anyone again even my own friends. Lyndon tries to reach out for me but I was ashamed, too ashamed to face him and Mia or even with Addasah if she's to come back.

They told me Addasah would understand if I tell the truth when she returns but none of it made me feel better. As my mind already set that I was worthless and she deserved a better mate.6

I disappeared from my pack afterwards, I know my father has been lying about me on training but truth was I was gone rogue for a while. I live that life and able to make fewer friends and learn almost every single things about them.