I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate in bed with me.
I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.
Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in luck.
It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.
I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.
"Luna"
"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.
"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance
"already dead" I deadpan.
"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the other side
"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.
"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.
I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay and his lousy mouth.
He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those matters.
I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"
"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.
I hated that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is not even close to it.
My grandma says yesterday when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond between Matteo and I is being sealed officially.
In fact when I ask her for more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like the ones human made yet it's quite different.
Mates after making that vow should mark each other in order to seal it.
The last step would be mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the times the males become hypersexual.
Yet sorry but mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to mate in front of the Pack.
Something I am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket for a free show.
I don't even know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but me no way.
I felt hands on my arm pulling me back "you're mad" Matteo stated.
"Is this about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I reply with affirmative.
Yes and that is another thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine solely because its what I want.
"Then what is it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our week went, me avoiding him.
When the day of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if he agrees to acknowledge our bond tonight.
He didn't want to but I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it goes my way that I am going to be his Luna and he would mark me.
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