Lie To Me novel Chapter 9

Hans has been a nice friend to me. Ever since, he has been a good companion, I can't say anything bad about him taking care of me and loving me as a friend. I’m still thankful because I have a Hansel Del Simo.

"Because you're stupid. You're weird." I said which he just laughed at.

The idiot really. I didn't even know what to do, I was still being laughed at.

My whole day was spent at Hans’ pad. And because he was so guilty of what happened to me, he just didn't go to work to accompany me.

We didn't do anything but watch some series on Netflix. He took care of me all day even when I didn't have to.

"What did you feel?" He suddenly asked.

We were done eating our dinner and we started watching the new series again.

"Huh?" I turned to face him; I was clueless.

I was lying on his long couch while he was on the single sitter.

"When you saw him. How did you feel?" He clarifies.

I was immediately stunned. "I felt ... hurt." I admitted.

I can't hide anything from him.

"I was hurt before but I am hurting more now, knowing he still has this effect on me." I said honestly.

"You know that, after all the pain, the nights I cried, all the anxiety, he still has this same effect on me. It's just so painful that after all my suffering, he just called me "My name is, my heart will be beating fast. He's just a little closer, even though I haven't seen what he looks like yet, even if it's just his presence, my whole system is in turmoil right away." I breathed then smirked.

"It seems like it's just silly of myself, I'm being betrayed. I'm being fooled too." I added, I barely even laughed at my own words.

I looked at him as I sighed. He was staring at me blankly.