Life After the Storm novel Chapter 28

As soon as I get out the door, I shift into my Wolf. As I hear Star howl I am so relieved she's happy. She takes off and we run as fast as we can loving the chilly breeze going through our Fur. I can tell that she enjoys it just as much as I do.

I'm sorry Lily with everything that has happened I had to regain control. Finding out we are pregnant and everything that has happened with our mate. Especially the fact that we are about to be parents. I'm freaking out. I needed time to absorb all of it. I'm sorry I'd never left you. I was always there, just silent.

It's OK Star. I'm just happy that you're back. We all need time to adjust to our new life that we are given. We are going to be parents and I know I am scared, and I guarantee that you are too. Everything has changed so fast but one thing that has not changed is we have each other forever.

Lilly, I want us to find out what we are. I know that Dean was supposed to start training but why hasn't he.

I don't know I forgot everything that has happened with Jayden, I forgot I don't know why he hasn't even approached me about it.

We need to find out what our abilities are, so we can protect our pup from whatever is to come. If we have each other, there is no questioning our safety, we will protect each other at all costs. We need to join a pack Lilly. I want to stay here. I want to be a part of this pack.

Oh, star I don't know if it's the right choice to be a part of the pack. Landon is great sometimes when he wants to be, anyway. He has so many different mood swings he's so hard to follow.

Lilly, you and I both know that we are where we are supposed to be. That there is nowhere else more than we belong to. I know that we have our issues here, but this is our pack. I think that we really should make it official. Especially before our pup is born she will need a place to belong.

I know that Star is right, but I'm afraid to accept a pack later to find that they don't want me. I don't want to be rejected again. It was hard enough when my mate rejected me. I don't want to have to leave here. Wait, did you say she?

I stop running to take a break, finding out I'm having a girl. I'm excited. I 've been trying to forget that I was even pregnant but finding out I'm having a girl has made it real. A feeling coming over me, needing to protect her. Not wanting her to ever feel the pain that I have felt. 

Realizing I ran too far as I'm too close to Ivan he will be able to sense what I have done. As I'm feeling like I'm being watched I stare up to the top of wicked falls, a smell overcomes me. It's the most amazing smell that I have ever smelled. I can't move, I stand and just inhale it. The satisfaction I'm getting is remarkable, as I bite my lip trying to control myself.

I hear a deep voice. I know who it is, but I'm frozen. "Lilly, is that really you?"

I turn around to see Ivan. I'm not scared, just turned on by his scent. I can't control myself. My body doesn't listen to my mind as I shift and stand there naked I hear him let out a growl knowing my body is exposed for all to see. I run over to him. Our lips connect, I'm so aroused by his touch that my pussy begins to gush with excitement.

He kisses me back and my body explodes knowing the last time was a time of horror, but I don't care I want him more than I have ever wanted anything. As I push him down to the ground, he falls back easily and allows me to do as I please. I get on top of him waiting to be satisfied loving being in control. It's time for me to take what I want from him. As I unzip his pants, I can see his excitement as he has pre-cum on his cock I bend down licking his pre-cum off his cock loving the taste of his cock wanting to taste all of him.