Lost in your love novel Chapter 219

It was not easy for Martha to come here. She wanted to take advantage of what she could.

She had planned to ask James to reimburse her for the recent expenses, but considering that it would take a long time, she couldn't ask too much at once. Martha came here for more than that.

Hearing her retreating footsteps, Gail's eyes became clear at one point one.

If she couldn't see through it, she could temporarily forget it, but when she knew the truth, she couldn't pretend for a moment. Maybe that was why Gail couldn't adapt to the living environment since she was a child. Martha said Gail was spoiled. It was Nicholas who asked her to keep her true character and be alone.

If Gail hadn't kept this insistence and stubbornness, she would have become a girl who worked in the city and might have been married.

On second thought, Gail did bring too much burden to Nicholas. But Gail just wanted to continue her study and get more knowledge. With a desire to know more about the world, she had come to this day.

But if Gail had dropped out of school early to earn money, Nicholas would not be so tired now. Now he would definitely live in a better house, at least he didn't have to worry about her tuition for so long.

Gail was still not filial enough, and what Martha said was not completely wrong.

Seeing that Gail was absent-minded, James gently put her head on his shoulder and leaned against it. "Gai, don't think too much. You are so unhappy just because you think too much. You have to believe that as long as you have a strong heart, everything good will come to you. "

"But it's true that I have brought so much burden to Nicholas. If I hadn't insisted on going to college, Nicholas might not have been sick." Gail's heart was suddenly filled with self-blame and regret. Nicholas hadn't come out yet. From time to time, medical staff would come out of the closed operating room, and Gail's heart would be very nervous.

"Gai, you don't have to think so. In fact, I know you have a loan for your tuition and you earn the living expenses. You earned it hard. When you were in middle school, the government gave you a grant. Your grandfather was very proud. He has trained the most promising college student in your village, you went to a key university. You don't know how many people admire your grandfather. It's just that some people will only show the malicious side to you. Gai, if you think too much, I will feel sorry for you. "

Leaning on James' shoulder, Gail felt the sense of security given by his strong chest. Listening to his words, her heart began to gradually settle down.

"I'm here! Gai, I'm your husband now. We're family. I'll share the responsibility with you. Let's stop thinking about the past, okay? I can feel it when you think of it. I will be sad too. " James could really feel Gail's emotions from her subtle movements and could guess what she was thinking. Maybe it was because Gail was in James' heart that no matter what she was thinking, it could not escape from his eyes.

Tears streamed down Gail's eyes again. James had to take out a tissue to wipe them for her. "You are crying again. It seems that you will cry even if I say it or not."

Gail wiped her tears, "I just, I have never felt so happy and sad. It's so good to have you by my side. I'll remember all the good things you've done for me. I'm moved and grateful. But my grandfather is in the operating room. He is fighting against cancer. I will... "

"Then you shouldn't cry. If your grandfather knows that you are crying when he is having an operation, he will definitely scold you!"

Gail stopped crying and thought for a moment. She was very depressed. She took a deep breath and tried to hold back her tears. "Then I won't cry. I believe that Grandpa will be safe. He hasn't seen me get married yet." She couldn't speak fluently, and her eyes were swollen like walnuts.

"Your voice is hoarse because of crying. It's so unpleasant to hear. Drink some water. When Grandpa is ok, let's hold a wedding ceremony. Let's go to a dream place and give you the most beautiful wedding, okay? " James took out the water he had bought for Gail, wiped her tears and coaxed her, as if he was taking care of a child.