"Could it be me instead?" I stood my ground, locking eyes with him, my words deliberate and straightforward.
To say I had no hopes would be a lie. I could deceive anyone but not my own heart. I hadn't moved on. Despite knowing there was no way forward for us, I still harbored a sliver of hope that, at some point over the years, he had felt something for me, even if it was just for a fleeting moment. It had been eight years. How many eight years did one have in a lifetime?
His eyes drew me in like whirlpools and his voice had this tempting pull when he spoke, "If I said it was you, would that stop us from getting a divorce? Can we not end it?"
I was stunned, struggling to maintain clarity as I looked at him and shook my head. "Bryant, if you had feelings for me, it would only mean my years of unrequited love weren’t in vain. That might give me a bit of solace. But that is not a reason for us to keep going."
Bryant asked, "All these years?"
"Yes, all these years." Suddenly, I felt ready to lay bare my feelings, no longer hiding them. I laughed and said, "Eight years, Bryant. I've been into you since college, for eight years."
After saying it all out loud, maybe I could finally let go of regrets. Telling Bryant openly that I had feelings for him was not shameful.
"How could I..." Bryant's eyes widened in surprise, a mix of joy and skepticism. "Didn't you have a thing for Mark back in college?"
Having said it all, I was ready to start anew, leaving the past behind. I wouldn’t owe Bryant anything anymore!
He suddenly pulled out a pack of cigarettes, lighting one with a grace that made it more distinguished. After a few puffs, his expression turned even murkier.
The smoke seemed to choke him, a rare moment of disarray as he looked at me, "If...if I hadn't been the one to take you to the hospital that day..." He coughed, his eyes reddening, his voice rough, "Would you still have fallen for me?"
Comments
The readers' comments on the novel: Lost Me, Gained Regret (Jane and Bryant Ferguson)
This story is useless now. there is no essence. Jane is a whore, at least Bryant never sleep around. There was a misunderstanding between him and his step sister but he never slept with anyone. Bryant should just find a good woman by his side. Jane and Gregory will have a baby. Jane found her biological mother. So what else to be expect in this story?...
Who is the ML ? Hope its Greg.. but I kinda feel pity for Bryant too now.....
Im getting disappointed not with the story but the update. Before its 10 chaps per day then down to 5 then 4 now its only 3....
Anyone know the original novel title?...
waste of time, useless and dragging story....
Ten chapters per day is absolutely a lie... where's 10 chapters? I don't see it...
Why don't you update?...
We can't waitttt...
Update pleaseeee...
Even tho it says 10 chaps at day on 27th of June 10 chaps were not uploaded 😣☹🙁...