Love Letters, Divorce Papers (Jared and Amber) novel Chapter 1372

Chapter 1372 Think about it

He's not a coward, he's just ... It's just that ...

Yet just what, Cole himself did not know, his face was full of bewilderment.

Amber saw this and also stood up, "Cole, calm down for a moment, I know what I just said was a little too much, but I have to say this, otherwise you will never know where you are wrong and will always blame the fault on Sheila, Sheila is at fault and you are equally at fault, so you blame everything on Sheila, which It's not fair to Sheila, you should even blame me, I was the one who let Sheila go to you that day, and honestly, I've always regretted it too."

She closed her eyes, her emotions were a bit low, "If I didn't let Sheila go to you that day, wouldn't Sheila and you have happened, wouldn't Sheila have been blamed by you, wouldn't Sheila have gotten pregnant and wouldn't have been in so much pain? I think it must be, so I've been regretting and blaming myself, even if Sheila doesn't blame me, but I've been feeling sorry for myself, and I've thought about going to you to talk about this, but Sheila stopped me, and I didn't want to make her more upset, so I held back."

"And why are you telling me this now?" Cole's eyes were red and his voice was hoarse.

Amber bit her lower lip, "I did not intend to tell you this, but I have no choice, I heart Sheila, I worry about her, Sheila has been very scared after the pregnancy, do not know what to do, or talk to me a lot before deciding to take the child, Sheila never wanted to have that child, and use that child to Sheila never wanted to have that baby and use that baby to threaten you to get on, what she wanted all along was to get rid of the baby and make a clean break with the past, as long as there is no more baby, maybe there will be no more entanglement between you, so her thoughts were always very firm, but ..."

She stared at him, "You ruined it, to be honest, I can't figure it out, since you hate Sheila so much, blame everything on Sheila, Sheila also admitted that it was all her fault, she was willing to get rid of the baby and no longer involved with you, also willing to put aside her feelings for you to start over, so she resolutely went into the hospital, but you Why did you try to stop it? Isn't it a good thing for you that she took the baby?"

This question left Cole speechless.

In fact, he himself knows very well that it is only right that Sheila take the baby.

But for some reason, when he heard that day that Sheila was pregnant and ready to take the baby, his first reaction was not happiness, not that Sheila had done the right thing.

Rather, it is anger.

He was angry with Sheila for not telling him she was pregnant, and even angrier that she chose to abort the baby without permission.

She is simply not putting him in her sights.

Even in his anger, he was completely unable to accept it, so he ran to the hospital in his head to stop it, and finally arranged for her to be inside a villa in his name that was not known to him, ordering her to give birth to the child.

To be honest, he still doesn't understand why he did it.

See Cole does not speak, Amber only then slowly speak, "at the beginning I indeed can not think of these, until later Jared enlightened me, I understand why you obviously did not get very drunk, you did not push away Sheila, why you obviously disgusted Sheila, know Sheila to remove the child but also to stop, it is because you actually It was because you had Sheila in your heart for a long time, you had fallen in love with her for a long time, and it was only because of my existence that you couldn't see your heart, you thought you were still in love with me, so you couldn't accept that you were with Sheila while you were in love with me, but you did fall in love with her, so you couldn't accept that she took your child, and that's why you had to stop it."

"It's not." Cole couldn't accept it and shook his head repeatedly, "It's not true, I can't be in love with Sheila, I'm not in love with her!"

"If you don't love, then how do you explain these actions of yours?" Amber questioned him as she walked up to him and stared up at him intently.

Cole's mouth opened, completely unable to speak.