I felt Hayden’s eyes on my face, my chest and then sliding down the rest of my body as if he was appraising me. It made me feel uncomfortable, naked, and exposed in front of him. It was so unfair, how he seemed to be able to see through me while I couldn’t see anything in his emotionless eyes at all.
Suddenly, Hayden sighed loudly before squeezing his hands together, cracking his knuckles. I didn’t like what I was seeing…at all…
“So…why did you run?” Hayden asked, sounding as emotionless as ever.
I dreaded the arrival of this question and now that he had asked it, I didn’t know how to reply. Hayden must have wanted to ask me this from the beginning but had waited for us to be alone with everything settled. Although so much time had passed, I still wasn’t sure why I did it exactly.
Hayden watched me as I struggled to provide an answer to his question. I couldn’t tell if he sympathized with my situation or not and on second thought, I would rather that he did not.
“Did you honestly think that you could get away?” Hayden asked, arching his brow at me curiously. It had been a while since I’ve seen his face show any emotion.
“No…I didn’t think so…” I replied. I could answer this question easily, unlike the other one.
“But you went ahead and did it anyways…I guess being with me was that bad, huh?” Hayden said as he laughed a little. It was a laugh that told me that he didn’t find anything about any of this funny.
“I’m sorry…” I said, meaning it. What I did was foolish at best, and it was a result of my own desperation. He was right, logically speaking, there was no why that I could get away from him…or his father and the gang.
With my own foolishness, I put myself in danger…and then Hayden as well. I bit my lower lip in frustration at my own helplessness.
“You didn’t need to run away. I already agreed to let you go free after the 30 days are over. You couldn’t wait that long?” Hayden asked rhetorically.
I felt like a high school girl receiving counselling from the school’s counselor for misbehaving. Hayden’s gaze made me feel unsure of myself and what I really wanted.
I just nodded, simply because I couldn’t figure out what to say to him.
Surprisingly, Hayden slowly got up from his seat and walked away towards a set of drawers. I watched in wonder to see what he was going to do. He didn’t seem to be in a hurry at all as he moved leisurely around his room. I felt like he was pondering some thoughts of his own in his own mind.
“I usually don’t like to do this but…it’s better to be safe than sorry, I guess…” Hayden said as he turned back towards me. He had the most playful and excited smile on his face.
For a moment, he reminded me of a very excited boy who was about to show his best friend a new toy that he had found. Hayden had his hands behind his back as if holding a surprise present for me. His overly cheerful demeanor just filled me with dread. Something was totally off about all of this.
Slowly, as if making sure to add suspense to the moment, Hayden slowly unveiled the item that he was holding behind his back.
Oh right…we all guessed it…it’s a pair of handcuffs. Totally normal…
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