In the hostel room, Salina and Fabian both lie on the bed.
Come to think of it, she doesn't care about her dignity anyway, just do whatever she could for earning money. She then hugs him eagerly, like a whore, “If you satisfied today, please sign my contract. What do you say?”
“Satisfied? Hmm...” He considers her words as a joke, and jumps onto her. Then his eyes lock on her sad face, frowning, he pushes her away.
For the whole day, they only had one-time sex, and that’s all. When it’s about midnight they finish.
He climbs up for a shower then signs the contract fast, and throws onto her face.
“Here you go! Don’t lose it!”
She pinches the crumbled paper tight with her nails, feeling wrong. Sooner than later, she falls asleep on the bed, until the next day afternoon. She wakes up and notices she hasn't done the contraception yet.
As Fabian told before, he didn't want a bastard from her. His words hurt her, and so, she found out her brain cancer one day...
As if she makes a baby with him, then she dies, he wouldn't even take care of her child. So better cut this unreal dream from her head! She takes a shower then goes to the drug store.
She gives the contract back to her manager then goes to the hospital for a daily check.
“Salina, I still suggest you to treat abroad, which is better for you.” Doctor Xu says.
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