Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 158

   Epiosde-158 why are risking this much for me?

   Celeste's POV:

      I felt someone grabbing my hand as I was

busy in my thoughts... I saw Steven. I tried to pull away but he said, "Celeste...

let me hold it... I won't do anything..."

  I don't know what to

do?... Steven said, "show me around.... Please..." I nodded... after like 20 minutes

I was done showing him the house, he is funny and nice... he said, " will you not

show me your room.." my room?...

    This is

embarrassing.. I opened the door for him and said, "my room... it's nothing

much.." he said as he looked around, "wow... it's like how princesses live..."

   I smiled and said,

"I am not Princess..."

    He looked at the

book shelf and the study table and said, "how do you survive these books.....

god! you are really genius..." I chuckled.. yea.. I have lots of books...

   He said, "looks like I have to arrange books

for you in my place... don't worry I will arrange an entire room filled with

books if you like them.." he means when we get married.. I have to stop him

right there...

    I said, "I am not a

v****n..." it took a lot of courage.. he turned to me as I said this\, my eyes

were getting teary, I said, "I do not love you... are you still signing up for

this?.. I will be honest, I won't able to love again... this engagement would be

senseless and hurtful... I am legally  married to a man.."

   He walked to me and

you did something, and I swear on my life, I have feelings for you.. that why I

agreed to marry you..." I am so confused and worried at this point...

   I looked away as I

was trying to control my own self.. I heard him, "you can take all the time you

need, Celeste...." He walked out of the room... I stood there thinking to myself....

what should I do?...

    After dinner,

Steven went to his hotel room... I am glad that he is not staying here. I walked

in my room and went to the bathroom. I washed my face and applied some lotion,

but the entire time I was thinking about Steven and Ernest... these two men!...

   I walked out of the

bathroom and I saw Ernest sitting on the chair, my eyes went wide. I shouldn't

panic, I should be more stronger and controlling.. just like he is..