** Episode-278 "Enjoy your privacy"**
** Ernest's POV:**
The private plane
landed, I noticed Celeste is sleeping.... She wasn't agreeing for a vacation but
I managed.... She is angry on me for bringing her here even when she refused and
now sleeping. The airhostess was about to wake her up but I said, "No need..."
I carried Celeste in
my arms out of the plane and as I got the view of the island old memories flash
in front of me. I couldn't help but smile... we use to come often when we were
younger.. but now I am here with my wife... I am even happier I hope she can feel
this too... and heal...
I noticed her
little pout and snuggle into my arms... I couldn't help but smile.... How can a
grown up women be this cute...
I noticed her eyes
opening, yes this place is bright. Celeste looked at me and I said, "You should
see the view...." she looked around and I can see her surprise... I know she grew
up on a beach city in N country.... I think she will enjoy it more than me.
I walked to the
car waiting for us, this property is bigger than anyone can think.. I don't
want her to walk all the way to the house... I made her sit in and she scoped
herself to the window...
I added, "it's little
bit different here... it never snows here like it does in your hometown or
capital... we use to get here when mom got sick of the cold weather..." I know she
still don't talk with me... the unborn child took something from her and I am
going to bring it back...
Few hours later, I
found her staring at the water of the pond, I brought her to show around... I
want her to free herself in here... Celeste come on, love.... Don't hurt yourself
more.
I intertwined my
fingers with hers and said, "You know... this is love nest of my parents... and I
want it to be ours too... we can come here and forget every pain and worry and
just be each other...."
She is still being
lifeless, I pulled her into a hug and said, "Celeste... my love, forget
everything... let's move on.. whatever happened was neither your fault nor mine...
why are you punishing yourself..."
I kissed her head
when I heard a sob, I embraced her tighter. But I heard her, "leave.... Ernest..."
I didn't let her
get out of my embrace... I said, "No.. I can't leave you like this... I will fail
as a husband..."
I felt her tiny hit
on my chest as she sobbed, hate to find her like this. she pushed me harder
that I found myself little too far from her. I looked at her confused... it felt...
distant....
Really distant....
She said in tears,
myself... and hate everything around me now.... just leave me alone instead of
supervising me.."
I can't explain what
I felt when I see her like this, talking to me like I am her biggest enemy. Or
worst...
I said, "I am doing
right.. and you are not in your f*cking
mind to talk with someone..... what am I supposed to do?!!.. my wife is
depressed... and I am trying my best.... But-"
She screamed, "I do
not need help!!!.. just f*ck off!!!!..... don't act like I will die in this
misery..... just leave me alone.. I don't need you!!!" she was angry, screaming,
crying... and the emotions she gathered were dropping through her face... but I
clearly didn't liked what she said or how she is behaving.... There is no excuse
for this.... there is no excuse for what she made me feel...
I nodded biting my
inner cheek, I said, "Fine.. I will leave you alone.... And don't kill yourself
or anything like that... there are your parents... at least think of them..." I was
about to walk out when I turned to her face and said, "And enjoy your Privacy...
I will not bother you, when you are ready you can go back... I will arrange
thing, since you don't need any of this or me.... and yes, I need some time so I will be staying here...
enjoy..." I walked in the house..... I don't know what to do... right now.... I just
want to cool myself off...
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