Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 68

    Episode-68 you should feel hunger and thirst

     Celeste's POV:

                           I guess it's his room, his belongings are

here so it must be his... I feel fear in this place, this bed makes me remind

last night...  I walked in the shower as I

gathered my energy... I was in this bathtub hugging myself... I cried as I

remembered everything clear as it can be, the burns he gave me stings... the

marks Ernest left on my body are telling my shameful truth... I screamed,

"dad!... why you did this to your Cele?... because of you... I am destroyed..." I

cried... I said to myself, "no... he is responsible, Ernest is responsible for

this.. how can he call this justice for Isabella?"

        What should I

do?... I need to escape, but I know there is no escape from this mansion,

everyone has to go through a security check, the doors lock and unlock by a

code which is only up to royals and promising staff.. I was never told the pass

code...  I can hide in this mansion but not

a escape...

        I should just

die, l looked at the water and should I just drown myself... I was about to agree

to this thought, when mom's face ran in my mind.... No!.. I can't do this... I

can't leave my mom alone... if I die then Ernest will go after my mother.. no!..

I will take this on me.. till  I am

alive, I am ready to suffer but mom shouldn't suffer anymore... she is my only

family....

    I got out of the

shower, and walked to the closet...  everything here is of hers... every moment I feel like my existence is

vanishing... I got dressed... my leg hurts a little but I managed to go to the

door, I tried to unlock it... but... but it's locked... am I a locked?!!!!..  no... I don't like this... I knocked on the door

but no answer came in...

         Few hours

later, I was sitting by the wall, my tears dried up on my cheek... I am hungry,

thirsty... all day I stayed in this room without water or food.. how can he do

this to me?... I feel dizzy.. my body is weak, I haven't eaten, and I feel

weaker.... I need help...

them open, I grabbed into his shirt and said with my broken words, "you.... you

are really.. really... bad... you can't be.. a person... Ernest... I hate you...."

everything went blank....

    Ernest's POV:

.                       I know she is starving  and thirsty... her

shaking body is telling me that... I walked close to her and said, ".. do... you ...

want... something... then beg..." her eyes turned teary, s*it!!!... those eyes and

now her hairs too.. I hate when I see this face crying...

         She pushed me

away, but she didn't had that much strength, she was falling instead... I grabbed

her waist and pulled her on myself, she grabbed into my clothes as her eyes are

closing up, she is supporting herself with my body.. I heard her whispers, "you....

you are really.. really... bad... you can't be.. a person... Ernest... I hate you...." as

she said this, she hates me.. my feast clenched.. she fall on the floor... you

hate me?... do you hate right to do that?... I should be the one to hate you, I

should be the one to kill you with my own bullet, but I couldn't kill you... I

don't know why...