Married at 19 novel Chapter 45

　　I have been locked up in my room for several days now. Oh god.....I missed him so much. The last time I saw him was when Nick knocked him out at the lobby.

　　How could Nick did that to him.

　　The image that kept playing on my mind and I felt like I want to hit Nick with my own hand because of his stupid doing.

　　I can't contact him or anyone else because my father took my phone or even my laptop away from me.

　　Argh...this is so frustrating!!!

　　So I just laying on my bed, thinking about my poor Nathan.

　　Nathan..... I'm so worried about you. Did you eat your meals? Did you feel sick again? I'm sorry for not being there with you. I tried to, but they won't let me.

　　Sometimes my little sister sneakily went inside of my room to comfort me but she couldn’t do anything in order for me to contact Nathan back. Our daddy made her swear not to let me use any phone or anything.

　　“Are you okay, sis?” she asked me as she managed to get inside of my room again.

　　“Please let me out of here,” I begged for her to help me.

　　“Oh no I can’t do that, sis,” she declined. “You know daddy will furious more if he knew that I was helping you. I’ll be dead too, sis.”

　　“Yeah, you were right,” I wiped the tears from my eyes. “I don’t want you to be in trouble too.”

　　“Here, I took it from the kitchen,” she handed me over a bowl of snacks. “It’s your fav snacks. Just eat it and try to calm down. I’m sure you will meet Nathan again soon.”

　　I spent my time on Bella’s room where it was the only place which it could remind me of her.

　　Oh God, I miss her so much.

　　I felt like I almost losing my sanity when think about what happened.

　　Now my friends didn't even want to help me anymore after knew the truth about what actually happened. I know, it's all my faults....and Sasha was right, I deserved this.

　　But, anyway, it was Taylor’s fault. This couldn’t be happened if he didn't send the image.

　　He's a jerk!!!

　　I tried to go to her house for several times, but Mr Dawson hired the bodyguards to keep me away from his mansion. I will be throw out of his property if the guards ever saw me. Besides, I didn't see her at the university too, maybe her father has taken control over her.

　　My friends didn't talk to me or even look at me. They are all abandoning me including Henry Lee, my idiotic senior. I was all alone this time and no one not willing to help me ever. Not even my closest friend Sasha and Seth.