Married To The Mad Vampire Lord novel Chapter 65

Chapter 65: The heart involvement

Next morning when Belle woke up, Farrah was already in her chamber preparing her bath. Since the time she had come to live in this castle, she always had the routine of waking up before anyone and taking her bath so the maid wouldn’t need to touch and wash her, but lately she had started to wake up late because she slept late.

Last night, she hadn’t been able to get any sleep as many thoughts and many possibilities swarmed her mind and made it impossible to sleep. The story her husband had told her and then his attempt to compel her into forgetting. She couldn’t believe that morning after she woke up from her fever he had tried to compel her to forget seeing his scar!

Why would he do that? Was he also so insecure about his scar or was there some history behind it he didn’t want her to know? What bothered her more was the fact that his compelling had not worked and he’d seemed shocked by it as if it had never happened before.

The instructor in Aragonia had warned her about the Vampires’ compelling, he didn’t teach her how to fight it but only told her to keep a low profile that wouldn’t lead to her being compelled into forgetting information she would deliver to them. But now that Rohan had warned her not to show that she couldn’t be compelled without explaining why, she couldn’t help the fear that somewhat crept into her heart.

Why didn’t it work on her? She wondered for the hundredth time but then she soon dismissed the thought from her mind for now to get ready and to also focus on a plan she wanted to do today to get to know more about that incomplete story Rohan had told her. She had nothing to do in the castle today but test her dress for tomorrow’s banquet...

Tomorrow’s banquet, she felt a huge weight come to settle on her shoulder, so heavy she dragged herself behind the wooden divider after telling Farrah to prepare her dress while she took her bath herself.

Belle breathed, pausing before peeling off her petticoat and exposing her breasts to the chilly air, and then she stilled and flushed as last night’s memory suddenly overflowed her mind. He had suckled her so intimately but his parting words had made her forget that part until she saw her petticoat and her breast. It hardened instantly as she recalled the sensation of his tongue flicking her through her thin petticoat, the sensation sent heat swelling her stomach and her lower abdomen, where it clenched and throbbed, and made her bite her lips in shame.

One thing was for certain, Belle knew she would never be the same again because her body was shamelessly wandering and getting too drawn to these new sensations that brought a bolt of curiosity to her once innocent mind. He was tainting her mind and she was getting drawn and so curious about what other things he would do.

If she ever got back to Aragonia, she knew she would never be that innocent inexperienced Isabelle Dawson, she would have Rohan Dagon’s stain on her soul. She was never supposed to let herself down this fast, she was to resist and avoid him, but heavens, things were starting to go a complete opposite way to what she had planned. Laying in bed with him and getting suckled wasn’t part of it, being kissed and wanting to be touched was totally out of the way. What would her family think if they knew she was already terribly failing them, and... Jamie...

Oh, Jamie. She had not thought of him for once since last night. Rohan had been the only thing on her mind and recalling the love she claimed to have for Jamie but was still seeking carnal pleasure, she felt ashamed and angry at herself for being a low-witted fool. How could she let him taint her so soon without at least trying to resist it?

Whenever he was close to her or touched her, she forgot about everything but that moment.

Belle took her bath all the while hating and scolding herself for being a fool. By the time she was done, Farrah had brought out a set of dress and jewelry for her to wear and also told her that Rohan had gone out and wouldn’t be sitting with her for breakfast but she could eat in the dining hall.

Belle did not know why she felt a rush of disappointment consume her at the thought that Rohan wouldn’t be eating with her yet again this morning, but then she quickly dismissed the thought that it was best, at least she would avoid being near him or having to see him and get her resolve broken all over again. He was a danger to her and her mission and now the only way not to fail or get too distracted and drawn into temptation was to avoid the cause of it.

Getting used to him and wanting him to touch her always was not something good for her.

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