Mates with Alpha Maddox novel Chapter 37

"Want to keep going?" Maddox asks and I nod eagerly, I really do enjoy this sexual part of our relationship.

"Hell yes" Maddox starts kissing me then stops "I don't have any condoms" he says.

"I don't care" I say with a shrug.

"Are you sure? Pups are very common during the first mating" Maddox says, but his eyes soften at the idea of pups.

I smile "If it happens then its meant to be"

He kisses me fiercely as if he liked my answer. "You are perfect" Maddox says in between kisses, he eased me down on the bed and gently spread my legs apart.

He positioned himself in my entrance and asked "Are you sure?"

I nod, he looked at me probably searching for some hesitation but when he found none he slowly slid inside of me.

It felt as if my insides were ripping apart, it hurt so much!

I cried out in pain making Maddox stop, "I'm sorry. It will pass I'm sorry" he says while whipping a few stray tears from the corner of my eye.

"Keep going, its okay" I say.

He slowly slides in and out of out with me, at first it hurt but after a few seconds the pain became pleasure. My eyes never left Maddox's as he slid in and out of me, he kissed me sloppily.

"Oh yes! Maddox I love you so much" I moan out.

"I love you more Jayda" Maddox groans.

Maddox then started going faster and I felt my lower abdomen clench in delight.

"This feels so good" I gasp as another wave of pleasure hit me.

"I'm going to come" I say biting into Maddox's shoulder and running my nails down his back from too much pleasure.

I come undone and a few seconds later Maddox does too.

I lay on top of him, both of us breathing heavily.

"That was great" I say with a lazy grin.

He smiles goofily "It was amazing, I love you Jayda Donovan" He says kissing my forehead.

"I love you more Maddox Franco" I say, snuggling to his chest and wrapping some blanked around us, finally letting sleep take over me.

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I wake up a few hours later, Maddox's arms wrapped tightly around me.

It takes a moment to realize that we are both completely naked. I blush and cover my face with my hands.

Now that I am not acting like a dog in heat I realize how embarrassing is what I just did. I practically forced Maddox to make love to me.

I look towards Maddox and see that he is staring at me.

I quickly grab my discarded clothes from the floor and put them on, and throw Maddox his sweatpants.

When we are both decent we sit on the bed face to face.

And just stare at each other.

Is it always so awkward?

"Maddox.." I start but he cuts me off "Jayda, I am sorry if I ever made you feel that you were forced to have sex with me" he says, looking remorseful.

I blink "You didn't force me, I mean I kinda forced you. You never really brought up sex"

He scratched the back of his neck "Well I didn't want you to think I was pressuring you to do something you didn't want"

"So its not because you didn't want to uh you know?" I say not looking at him.

"I wanted to, I was just waiting for you to be ready" he shrugs.

"Why is this so awkward?" I ask.

"Because we are making it awkward" Maddox answers.

We stare at each other for a few seconds then simultaneously burst out laughing.

"We are so weird" I gasp out between laughs.

Maddox nods, taking deep breaths to control his laughter "why are we even laughing?" He asks, a wide grin present on his face.

I take a deep breath, wiping the tears from the corner of my eyes I answer "I have no clue"

"Are you hungry?" He asks

"Yes, lets eat" I say quickly standing up. Now that my mind wasn't clouded with awkwardness I realize how sore I feel.

"Damn" I mumble.

"What?" Maddox asks.

"Uhh nothing" I say and follow him towards the kitchen. Every step I take is super uncomfortable but I tried my best to ignore it.