Mistress novel Chapter 43

Meher's p.o.v

"Pain and fear"

That's what I am feeling right now. My whole body is aching because of the brutality he has done with my body. I am still lying on the bed naked. Just a thin blanket is covering my bruised body.

I am looking at the ceiling and remembered my time from 3 years ago. He used to have sex with me without my consent and it didn't change. Even after marrying me, he is treating me as his mistress, his property.

I am afraid of him. I am afraid of his sudden change of mood and behaviour. His dark eyes, his anger, his obsession, his possessiveness are scaring me too much.

Suddenly, I remembered Mehrab and my heart clenched in pain thinking about him. It's been hours since I have last seen him. I need to meet him. He must be frightened as its a new place for him.

I tried to get up from the bed but failed miserably as my body is paining. The area between my legs are completely sore and I am feeling like someone has burnt my vagina.

" Let me help you, Mam," I heard a womanly voice.

I looked at the door and found that a maid has entered with a tray in her hands and a shopping bag is tangled with her fingers.

She is looking at me with her pitiful eyes. And I am sure she has already assumed what has happened to me.

She put the tray on the nearby table and along with the shopping bag. I am sure there must be a dress for me.

" Mam, you need to take a shower and have your breakfast. After that, you should take the painkillers," She said with her soft voice.

I didn't answer about this matter. I am very hurt and upset. I am not in the mood to talk with anyone.

I asked her worriedly," Where is Mehrab, my son? Did you see him? Did he have his breakfast? Is he crying for me?"

" Little sir is with another maid and she is taking good care of him. You don't have to worry," She replied smiling at me.

I need to meet my son. Without him, I can't breathe even for a second. But, I can't meet him in this condition. The maid was right. I need to shower and have painkillers.

I am going to get up from the bed but fall on the floor.

" Mam, carefully," The maid said with concern and helped me to get up.

She took me to the washroom and settled me in the bathtub. I took a cold shower and rubbed my whole body making it completely red. I just want to wash away his filthy touches from my body.

After the shower, I wore the dress which is a floor touch, full sleeve, turtle neck frock. I liked the dress as it's quite modest and it's covering the ugly bruises on my body.

I came out of the washroom with my limping legs. Then, I  have my breakfast and painkillers. Now, I am feeling a little bit relax.

Suddenly, I remembered that Sehreyar didn't use any protection while he forced himself on me. What if I become pregnant with his child again? No, I don't want another innocent child between us. I don't want a little child to suffer because of us.

Mehrab is already disturbed and frightened by all these things whatever is happening around him. I don't want another child to suffer.

I asked the maid without any hesitation," Can you arrange some birth control pills for me?"

She stared at my face for some time with her wide eyes. She wasn't expecting this type of question from me.

" Umm....mam...Sir should kno....." She tried to say but I cut her sentence in the middle and requested," Don't tell him anything. Please, arrange some birth control pills for me. I will reward you later for your support."

I saw her hesitating. But, after thinking for a few seconds she decided to help me. I thanked her and she just smiled at me.

"Can you bring my son here? I am missing him," I told her.

She nodded her head in positive and left the room without glancing back.

I rested my head on the headboard and started to think about everything. My tears started flowing from my eyes thinking about his behaviour with me. He literally raped me again!!! He isn't a human. He is a cruel monster.

I am still thinking about all this when I heard a vibrating sound like someone's phone is vibrating. I searched for the source of the sound and found Sehreyar phone under a pillow.

Phone? I have found a phone. I need to contact my family members and tell them about me. They must be worried about me. I need to tell them how Sehreyar kidnapped me and then forcefully married me. I am sure my family will help me. Or, I should contact Rehaan. He needs to know about all this. Maybe he will help me.

Without thinking anything further I picked up the phone hurriedly and too my bad luck it's locked. I don't know what can be the password. If I want to contact someone then I have to unlock it.

" Think meher. Think hard," My subconscious said and I am thinking what can be the password.

It can be one of his family members name or his name. Without thinking further I tried his family members names as password but I was wrong.

After thinking for some time I decided to try my name and Mehrab's name. Maybe he has used our names as a password.

And I was right. His phone was unlocked when I used Mehrab's name. Thanks to Allah that it worked.

I called on Asif's number and said impatiently," Asif, pick up the call. Please. Please."

But, he isn't receiving the call. I am continuously calling but he isn't receiving it.

Then, I tried Rehaan's number. I called on his number hoping that he will receive the call. And to my good luck, he received the call.

Receiving the call, he yelled loudly," Why are you calling me Sehreyar?"

He is thinking that Sehreyar has called him as it's Sehreyar's number. I need to inform him about my whereabouts.

I tried to say something when I heard Sehreyar's angry voice from behind. He said with his deep scary voice," You have made me angry again."