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Meher's p.o.v
Remembering that day when he first snatched my dignity from me, my whole system filled with disgust. A few moments ago I was feeling bad for some unknown reason but now I am feeling disgusted by his touch.
I tried to come to from his grip when he woke up and asked me with his sleepy voice," Where are you going? I didn't allow you to go now."
Saying that he holds my right wrist tightly almost cutting blood supply in my veins. I hissed in pain when he loosened his grip on my wrists.
" Sir, I have to make breakfast before 8 a.m otherwise you will punish me by starving," I replied timidly and remembered that day when he starved me the whole day and brutally used me at night. I always felt scared thinking about his brutal sex.
He pulled me into his chest and said inhaling my scent," I will tell one of the maids to come early and make breakfast for us."
I tried to protest because I want to go away from his hold. I said," Sir, I will ma........."
" Didn't I tell you that the maids will make breakfast then why are you annoying me? Lay down some time with me," he said angrily burying his face inside my hairs and I just zipped my mouth.
Then he took his phone and called someone. He said in the phone," Yeah, Sumitra. Come early and make breakfast for me and Meher."
Saying that he cut the call. Well, Sumitra is one of the maids who work here. I have to take care of his breakfast, dinner and lunch. Other works are done by the servants.
He asked turning me towards him," Why were you touching my engagement ring? Why were you crying?"
Shit! He was awake when I was touching his engagement ring. I am caught red-handed. I don't know what's he thinking about me.
I replied lowering my voice," Umm...I touched it unknowingly and I was crying for my brother."
Hearing me he didn't say anything further. He is just hugging me tightly. Our naked body is sticking up with each other and his bulge is touching my stomach. I am feeling too much embarrassed. He has seen me naked like infinite time still I feel shy around him. I looked at him and found him closing his eyes.
Suddenly, he said stroking my hairs," You know what Meher, sometimes I feel like to stop what I am doing. But, I can't."
I didn't understand what's he saying. I asked him curiously," I didn't get you. What are you talking about?"
He looked at me and stared at my face for some time. He caressed my lips with his fingers and said," Don't look at me with that much innocence. you might regret later."
Why he is talking in a puzzle. What does he mean by I will regret later? I asked him again," Sir, I am not understanding any of your words."
" You will not understand, little girl. You are too naive," He replied chuckling and hovered over me. I gulped down my saliva because of nervousness.
He kissed my neck hardly and I am sure it will leave a mark.
He trailed down to my breasts and cupped one of them in his palm and squeezed it.
I moaned a little but stopped it putting my palm on my mouth. Looking at his initiative I am feeling that he wants to have sex now. But, I am not ready. I need some more time for healing.
I tried to say something when he said kissing my navel," Don't worry. I will not have sex with you now."
I took a relief of breath but didn't understand his motive behind this gentle behaviour.
He worshipped my body with his kissing and licking. And the moment he kissed me down there my face heated up and I felt too much embarrassed. I heard him saying," I love your soft folds."
I didn't utter any words because of embarrassment. After he is done with his kissing and licking my body he stood up on his feet and walked towards the closet and took out something from there.
He came back with a small card in his hand and said giving me that along with some money," it's a gynaecologist's address. Meet her and take some medicine to heal your sore vagina."
Hearing him, I looked at him with too much shock like he is an alien. Does he really care? But, why he is having a gynaecologist's number? I am looking at him with my curious and confused eyes when he replied going to the washroom," I used to take my sister to this doctor. That's why I know about her."
I didn't utter any words when he said more like ordered me," Now, go to your room hurriedly. If you stay here then I might come back and fuck you in your sore folds."
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