More Than Lust novel Chapter 30

Grace's pov

I panted heavily and looked ahead. He let me breath before he started to unbutton my shirt. He slide it off of my shoulders and placed it aside.

His hands roamed on my bare belly and back. I shivered when his wet lips touched my back.

My breathing quickened when he unclasped my bra and removed it from my body. It felt good when my bounded blossoms got freedom but the feeling was short-lived.

He pressed me back on his chest. I laid on him silently and looked at the sky as he started caressing my breasts. As soon as he touched it sparks erupted in my whole body. He knows my weak spots. I can feel wetness pooling between my thighs and core throbbing in need.

He took he time to play with it. His large hands made me moan shamelessly. It's not hurting like before. I am trying to look for a pain in it but only found pleasure.

It must be my dream. I refuse to believe that it's reality. This vacation, dinner, talks and this gentleness, it doesn't feel real.

My head rolled back on his shoulder when he twisted my nipple between his fingers.

He turned me around and pressed me down on the sofa. Our eyes met and heat rose to my cheeks. Even after so many days, i still have no idea how to react when he looks at me during sex. I steal my gaze trying to avoid awkwardness.

"Eyes on me"

He demanded and my eyes snapped towards him.

He removed my skirt along with my panties. I feel so vulnerable whenever I lay Naked beneath him.

I was expecting him to finish it but he leaned down and kissed my lips before going down on me.

I still can't understand why is he giving me this pleasure?

I gasped while curling my toes when he sucked on my clit. My whole body filled with sparks. My hands automatically raised to grab his hair but i stopped them. 

I shouldn't give him encouragement, i can't touch him. And he has made it clear by tying my hands every time.

I stopped my hands in the air but he grabbed my hands and placed them on his hair making my eyes wide.

I am definitely dreaming! This is impossible.

He inserted his tongue inside and my fingers curled in his hair. Oh my god!

I arched my back as pressure build up in my body but then he pulled back making me release a frustrated sigh.

He hovered over me, keeping few inches of distance between our faces.

"Tell me, what you want?"

He whispered. His breath fanned my face.

No, I will never. I have surrendered my everything to him but i won't do it with my self respect. I will never beg for it.

I looked away from him.

"D_Don't make me d_do this"

I mumbled.

"You won't give in, will you?"

He asked amused.