More Than Lust novel Chapter 35

Grace's pov

My breathing quickened when his hand travelled down, towards my private part.

My head rolled back when he circled my clit making heat rose in my body under cold water. I rolled my head back as he dragged me to the edge of this intense feeling.

I gasped and clutched on his arms when he increased the speed of his fingers. His lips wondered on my neck as I orgasmed on his fingers with loud moan.

He let me breath for a second and let me go.

What? I frowned in confusion, isn't he going to fuck me till he satisfy himself. Since when he started to ignore his needs for me? Yesterday i felt his hardness but he didn't fuck me when I said I am sore. Why is he behaving gentle with me? I don't want to turn my nightmare in reality.

He turned around to leave but i grabbed his hand making him stop. His eyes snapped towards me when I grabbed his eyes. Multiple emotions flashed in his eyes, confusion, curiosity and something which I couldn't point out.

"W_Why?"

I asked. May be I am crossing my limits but i need my answers, last night's dream has shook me to the core. I will gladly take his beatings instead of marrying him. May be i am thinking too much over just a dream but i won't feel at peace if i won't clear my mind.

He turned towards me and quickly retrieved my hand, i stepped back when he stepped towards me.

"what?"

He asked pinning me against the vanity counter.

"Why are you treating me like this?"

I asked after gathering the courage.

He kept his face blank and removed wet hair from my shoulder.

"Aren't you getting too bold now a days?"

He said making me gulp.

"Who the fuck gave you permission to question me!"

I looked down scared. I kind of expected this answer from him.

"First learn how to speak without fear"

He scoffed and turned around.

"Will you tolerate that?"

I blurted out and bit my lip in regret when he looked at me with raised eyebrows.

I don't want to trigger him but i need my answers.

I gasped and quickly wrapped my hands around his shoulders when he picked me up and placed on the counter. When I was sure that I am sitting safely on the counter then i removed my hands from his body.

"Have I ever asked for your fear?"

He asked looking at me sternly.

Is he serious? He is leaving example of terror.

"You don't have to ask for it..."

I mumbled, i am literally holding my heart in my throat.

"You know why I am scared of you"

"No I don't know, tell me"

He sounded annoyed.

"Ask yourself"

I said. I froze when he looked at me angrily.

He placed his hands on the counter caging me between them.

"Are you scared of me because I was too gentle with you when I took your virginity."

He said and my eyes snapped towards him.

"I don't think you are that much stupid. You think you could have able to walk next day if i would have went rough on you, you would have end up in hospital... Is it my fault that you climbed on my bed Inexperienced? Can you imagine what would have happened if i would have entered inside you without fingering you?"

He spat and my eyes watered.

"You were fool to accept this contract. You should be thankful that you didn't got the man who would have ripped you apart and wouldn't have glanced at you again... I gave you chance to change your mind, I left the door open so you can run and hide in your little hole but you didn't."

My eyes snapped towards him when he said that. He did what?

"You think i am too rough with you?... Then you should ask Leena or previous whores. Trust me they were not lucky like you."

He gritted.

"It's not my fault that you think everything can be vanilla... What do you except from a Dominant?... Have you ever thought why I haven't tried BDSM on you?"

He looked at me with bitter smile.

"Because you will die. Not because of pain but fear... Have you ever tried to relax before talking about pain?... Even after so many days you still have no idea how to handle your body... I have never dragged you to my bed, you comes with me willingly."

Tears escaped my eyes when he threw the harsh reality on my face.

"I let you and your good for nothing father live. You think i invite every woman in my bed who's father owns me money?"

He asked madly.

"You should be grateful that you are not dead because of your father."

I stayed silent as tears blurred my vision.