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Chapter 118
~Valerie’s POV~
I didn’t answer Dristan, nor apologise, explain, or make excuses.
I just walked past.
But my heart pounded so loud I couldn’t ignore it—not even after he was gone.
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~Dristan’s POV~
Ever since I’d watched Valerie disappear down that path without a word, I hadn’t been able to settle.
Not once.
I paced the length of my room for the tenth time that hour, the wood creaking under my bare feet. The air felt heavy, too thick, like I was choking on silence.
I hadn’t even bothered with a full shirt—just joggers and a sleeveless black singlet clung to my skin, sweat clinging to my neck, but I didn’t stop moving.
Am I not doing enough?
The question echoed again and again, and I hated that I didn’t have an answer. I’d shown her my interest.
I’d spoken—not just hinted, not like some of the others. I’d told her what I felt, declared it. Loudly. In front of others.
And still... she walked away.
My fingers clenched behind my back as I stopped and stared out the window, jaw grinding tight.
"Just do what is needed and claim her already," Soren growled in my head. "Mark her as yours. Accept her."
I didn’t respond right away. My eyes tracked the clouds outside, moving fast like my thoughts.
"Not so easy. I have my father’s eyes on me."
Soren groaned, loud and dramatic. "You didn’t think about that before declaring openly that you came for her?"
"I..." I shut my eyes, frustrated. "The others were already circling her like hawks. I couldn’t just sit back."
"It may not be what you need to fight, Dristan." Soren’s voice dropped lower, more serious. "Ever consider the fact that you were all given to her for a reason?"
My heart kicked once.
"So you want me to share?"
"Will you kill the other Alpha heirs to be with Valerie alone? What about the Lycans?"
His words struck deep. I said nothing, because for the first time, I didn’t know what I’d do.
"Exactly." Soren’s voice echoed in the silence. "So think, before you lose her entirely."
A knock at the door broke my thoughts. I shifted, inhaling. Kai.
"Come in," I said flatly.
Kai stepped inside, hands in his jean pockets. His black shirt was open, sleeves rolled up like he hadn’t even bothered to dress properly. His hair was wind-tossed, but his expression was sharper than usual.
I wasn’t expecting to see him here to be honest
"You look like hell," he said without preamble.
I didn’t respond. He walked in anyway.
"What do you want?"
"Nothing major," Kai replied, shrugging. "I was thinking of heading out. Patrol or something."
"Not interested," I cut in.
He waited a beat. "I meant the club. Blow off steam. Kaiser’s a wreck."
My brow lifted. "What happened to him?"
Kai scoffed, rubbing a hand through his hair. "Valerie happened, D. You’re not the only one struggling. I know you want her. She’s your mate too. And if this were a normal world, I’d probably back off for you. But she’s my mate too."
I didn’t answer at first. My hands stayed buried in my pockets, shoulders tight. I thought I was the only one spiraling over her, but clearly not. The bond didn’t just pull at me—it was dragging all of us down.
I scoffed. "It’s funny. We’re like this over a girl who was ready to cut us all off."
"She was overwhelmed," Kai said quickly, defending her without hesitation.
"I know," I said quietly. "But still."
"So what are you saying?" Kai asked. "That you’re done?"
"I never said that." I met his gaze. "I’m not waiting for a chance. I’ll take one."
Kai nodded slowly.
"Speaking of which," I continued. "Do you have Valerie’s number? Her chat line?"
Kai opened his mouth, then hesitated. "You... don’t have it?"
"Do you?" I asked.
"Seriously?" Kai asked. "Even you don’t have it?"
Dristan and Axel said it at the same time: "Xade."
"Very," I snapped. "Especially considering the Lycans beat us to it. I saw her texting Ash. And it wasn’t just friendly, either."
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