When I sat upright, I felt a slight stinging sensation in my wrist. It was mostly numb most likely from the medication. It would have been better if it hurt a little more. Maybe then I could distract myself from the throbbing pain in my heart.
I squeezed my wrist and saw blood seep through the bandages.
I felt dismayed that the pain from my wrist could only distract me for a moment.
"...Arielle, I am coming in," Erik said as he entered my room. He soon ran over to me and grabbed my injured wrist and inspected it. "God, Arielle! You are bleeding again!"
"...I am fine. I just need to change out of my old bandages," I said as I pulled my arm back.
"...Arielle, please talk to me. I received news that you had hurt yourself," Erik said as he rubbed his head with his hand.
"You are good at feigning sympathy towards other people," I said coldly.
"Arielle?"
"You are such a liar, Erik," I said with a sigh.
"What are you talking about, Arielle?" Erik asked.
"...Our engagement had been long broken off," I said.
This is obviously a trick to see if Erik did lie to me since his actions had been so suspicious from the start.
"Did your memories return?" Erik asked.
Erik fell my trick so easily...
I most likely found a way to end my engagement with Erik in this life. That is probably why Erik had been acting strangely in trying to make me announce our engagement whenever our future together was brought up.
I was not sure of it before, but now I know of it...Erik lied to me.
Erik had used my amnesia to force me into an engagement I had not agreed with. My other self desperately tried to break off her relationship with both men whom she both cared for deeply.
"...You thought that you could take advantage of me because of my amnesia," I said coldly.
"That is not it, Arielle..."
"What is it then! Are you saying that you did it to help me? I still do not remember everything, but I have recalled enough. I remember all of the suffering I endured to become your wife. All of it became pointless when you sacrificed your life for me. This is the last straw I have had of your martyr tendencies," I said harshly.
"What happened back then was an accident. We have gone past that and prevented everything from happening like that again. With Kaya Ouchi and her collaborators arrested, there is no one else who can hurt either of us anymore," Erik said.
Erik is someone out of a fairytale to me. He was a perfect Prince and a Hero to me, but his self-sacrificial nature hurt me all of the time. Even worse, I affected everyone else in the kingdom by not correcting Erik when I needed to.
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