My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 76

Chapter 76 Grateful 

His good mood turned to a bad mood because of my words, so I quickly explained for myself, “I was immature back then, always pissed you off. I am thankful to the Mason’s family: you gave me a place to live and let me grow up peacefully. I shall be thankful and appreciate this till my last breath.”

I put my hand on my chest while lying to him to make him feel better.

Lance put his big hand on mine, feeling my heartbeat, “Your lying skills have improved a lot.”

I smiled awkwardly. “I’m not lying, brother! I am being honest. You see, if it wasn’t for the Mason’s family, I wouldn’t be able to grow up peacefully, right?

“You’re grateful towards Mason’s? Really?”

I nodded, “Yes, I am absolutely grateful!”

Lance swept me off the floor and carried me in a bridal style after hearing my words and walked towards his bedroom.

I put my hands around the back of his neck and flashed him my best smile.

He put me on the bed and laid on top of me, stroking my face while he said, “Shouldn’t you do something to thank the Mason’s if you are really grateful?”

With that, he started to unbutton my pyjamas. I played dumb and said, “What should I do, brother?” Of course, I knew what he was referring to.

He had unbuttoned all the buttons and started to rub at my private area, “To please me of course. What else do you expect?”

My heart skipped a beat when I heard the sound of him unbuckling his belt, we had been intimate for many times, I wasn’t numb yet I still felt nervous every time.

Every time he came inside of me, I could still feel the hate towards him. I hope I can get out of this life as soon as possible.

I didn’t know what his intention was or if he forgot about protection, he released inside of me. He would always use protection after my contraceptive ring came off. Seems like I needed to take the pills after this.

“What face was that?” He asked me.

“You didn’t use protection.” I said.

He showed me his cold facial expression and said, “Wearing a protection isn’t  Grateful comfortable, just take the pills.”

“I’m allergic to the pills; I will just go and put in another contraception ring after this.”

He knew I am allergic to that kind of pills yet he still wanted me to take it.

Was this his so-called ‘I won’t be hard on you anymore’?

pill. 

The next day when he woke up, I asked him if I needed to go to the company and work.