My Most Precious Human novel Chapter 109

I opened the balcony and let the flow of cold wind brush my face. The sun was rising lazily in the perfectly clear sky. It seemed to be the beginning of a beautiful day, but I was far from enjoying it. I felt as if my heart weighed a ton and my chest could barely carry it.

I could now see it as clearly as never before: I had been amazingly naïve. Sariel and Elora were husband and wife, and the king and queen, whereas I could barely earn the title of "respectable" mistress. If a royal prince from the human world asked me to become his wife, it would be obvious to assume that I was way below his status and I would never become the queen, so what made me trust that it would be different with Sariel? I believed in the cheesy slogan "Love conquers all", but even though my life was far from ordinary, it had always been the furthest away from romantic fantasy.

I wanted to believe Sariel. I wanted to trust that he would make me his Queen soon, but how long would I be able to wait? My heart and mind only halfway acknowledged the fact that Sariel behaved as Elora's husband during the daytime as well as in bed. I could bet that if it weren't for the fact that the Royal Army swore their loyalty to me, I would have to stay locked up inside my chamber for most palace events because Elora would make sure I suffered unimaginable humiliation every time I showed up. Sariel couldn't have protected me, even if he had sworn he would have.

The more my heart ached, the more I asked myself if I was fit for this fight or if I had the strength to keep fighting. I wasn't fighting for power. I had no attachment to any race or nation. I could only fight in the name of my love for Sariel… which seemed shallower every time I thought about it. Certainly, each time I realized that, I clenched my fists and confidently declared in front of myself that I had every right to be happy and to live happily with the man I loved. The problem was, I was no longer certain if I had the right to claim Sariel as my own…

For the first time, I managed not to say a word about what had happened between Sariel and me to Martha. She noticed how depressed I was, but luckily for me, she chose not to push me. I was thankful for that. She gave me a comforting, warm smile as she gave me breakfast, and she said that she would bring me the dress Dominique sent me for the garden party. I thanked her, struggling to stretch my mimic muscles into a smile as if my face had become a rock.

I needed to get my mind busy, so I took out the coded messages again. I wanted to read as many as I could decrypt. This time I didn't use many keywords; I focused on the word "power" and its equivalents in French, Italian, and Spanish. It turned out that my approach was correct. I had all the translations in less than an hour.

I should have been ecstatic, but I wasn't. There wasn't Elora's name anywhere, although the context was obvious. Surely, I would have been perfect if I had gotten my hands on Elora's replies to those messages, but I didn't even know where I should look for them... somewhere inside my father's pack? Well, like I could see that happening.

Nonetheless, I was certain that Elora had been in constant contact with my father and his old Beta for many years. I wished that Dominique could use her lie-detecting mojo on Elora; it would save us all the necessary trouble, but I was aware that sending a Princess who had just become the Queen in front of the court required solid, undeniable proof of her crime first…

I attached the decrypted meaning below each message and put it back inside the box. Then I spent my day reading online business articles and market predictions. The less feeling-related news the better.

After dinner, Martha brought me a black dress cover with my evening gown inside. I didn't even bother to look at it. I couldn't care less about what I was going to wear at the party that I certainly didn't want to go to. I took a long shower, hoping the water would finally wash away all of my gloominess and misery. I gave up after thirty minutes and walked out of the cabin to wrap myself in a towel, admitting my surrender. I blow-dried my straight black hair and reluctantly applied light make-up with little concern about whether it was going to match the dress Dominique had chosen. But then I looked at myself in the mirror and my hardly-no-make-up face and decided to add at least a thin line to mark my eyelid and put on mascara as the finishing touch.

"All right, Lilith. Let's look at the outfit Dominique is forcing you to wear this time," I said to myself while unzipping the cover.

I took out the gown and jumped back, dropping the dress on my bed as if its fabric was on fire. I closed my eyes and opened them again to check if I wasn't seeing things, and then burst out in nervous laughter. It was a silk bottle-green dress. It was made to slenderize every curve while underlining breasts with a deep-cut neckline and perfectly exposing legs with two symmetrical slits on the sides of the dress. The gown wasn't just similar; it was THE dress I had seen in my dream.

"It's only a weird coincidence…" I chuckled, trying to rationalize the dress issue. "Lilith, you already know Dominique's taste and how she likes to dress you up. You might have as well visualized the type of dress in your dream. It's only a coincidence."

I took a deep breath, put the gown on, and glanced at myself in the mirror. I knew I looked sexy and elegant, but I forced myself to chase away the instant question of whether Sariel would like me wearing this beautiful dress.

"I don't care," I stated, rebelliously like a sulking child.

Of course, I cared. It just ached too much to ponder about it. I took another deep breath, hung a light scarf on my shoulders, and walked out of my chamber. I headed towards the garden that glowed with lantern lights from afar. Every path was hardened with boards and covered with carpets, making sure that guests' feet would never touch any dirt from the ground. As I walked further, I saw three large, already set tables…

"Just another coincidence…" I muttered under my breath, shaking off the feeling of déjà vu.

The werewolves from the Moon Hill Pack started gathering, and the vampires from the meeting were coming as well. I became strangely nervous. I even pinched myself in case I had suddenly fallen asleep and entered my nightmare again.

"Lilith, you may have superstrength, agility, and other "super" abilities, but clairvoyance isn't one of them," I mocked myself inside my head, exhaling my anxieties.

Suddenly, Draven showed up in front of me, looking me up and down with a beaming grin on his face. He gently grabbed my hand and kissed it.