"With your family and talent, you can find a woman a thousand times better than me, there is no need for you to waste time on me, I have married, been in jail, and now, I have been slandered all over the internet, I am no longer the Kiki you initially adored, what you adored, was the radiant Kiki, not the current Kiki with a thousand wounds."
"Quinn, I admit, you saved me tonight and made me feel warm, even, for a moment, I blurred my feelings for you, but I've thought clearly now, I am touched, but I don’t love you. Quinn, really don't waste any more time on me, I don't deserve you."
After saying this, Kiki turned around and tried to return to the flat across the street.
She could not give anything to Quinn. If she relied on the fact that Quinn was good to her, it would be too mean to take warmth from him without returning it.
Moreover, a family like his family would not accept a divorced woman, let alone a woman with a notorious reputation; she had her pride but also her self-awareness.
"Kiki!" Quinn got up quickly as he pressed Kiki against the door panel, not giving her a chance to leave.
"Kiki, don't say anything about not being good enough for me! You just can't look up to me!"
"Kiki, I know you don't despise me, but can't you give me a chance to guard you? I don't ask you to love me with equal affection, as long as you are willing to stay by my side."
"I admit, initially, I was attracted to the radiant Kiki, but now, I love the scarred Kiki even more. Kiki, I don't care who you've been with, I don't care who you've been bullied by, I just know that in this life, I only want you!"
Quinn stubbornly hugged Kiki tightly, "Kiki, I like you, so much so that just thinking of your name fills my heart with joy. Kiki, in this life, I only want you."
Quinn's words made Kiki's heart uncomfortable, but she was even more afraid that dragging Quinn around like this would make it even harder for him later.
There are times when a quick fix is necessary.
Kiki lifted her face and said to him incomparably serious, "But Quinn, I don't like you! I can't be with someone I don't like, so Quinn, forget about this heartless Kiki!"
"Quinn, I'm sorry, goodbye!"
Taking advantage of Quinn's bewilderment, Kiki quickly opened the door and rushed towards the flat opposite.
Kiki thought that Christ had already left, but as soon as she opened the door to her and Freya's flat, Christ came rushing in right after her.
When Christ saw that Kiki was not living in Quinn's flat, his heart, again, rose with a bearish light, "Kiki, you're not with Quinn, are you?!"
"Christ, it is none of your business, get the hell out of here!"
With that, Kiki pushed him hard towards the door.
Christ directly shut the door of the flat, he excitedly and apprehensively asked the words just now again, "Kiki, tell me, you are not with Quinn, right?!"
"Christ, you're sick! Who I am with is my freedom, not yours to worry about! Please, get out!"
"Kiki, if you're not with Quinn, come back to me, okay?" It was almost with all his strength that the high and mighty Mr. Birkin asked these humble words.
Christ's bowed head, Kiki did not feel moved, she only felt ridiculous, "Christ, I have tasted the pain of blindness, I will not ask for it again."
"Kiki, I will treat you well this time." Christ suppressed his temper and patiently coaxed Kiki.
Kiki laughed, "Christ, your treating me well is to let me be your and Penny's mistress? I can't really afford your kindness!"
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