My Two Alphas novel Chapter 33

　　What if he said no? But if I had to choose between them I would choose Tyson to mark me first if he wanted to. Ace I couldn't trust him, not after everything he did, not after Melana but would Tyson hate me if I didn't let Ace mark me?

　　"What's wrong?" Tyson asks, moving his hand and tugging my lip from between my teeth, making me realise I actually broke the skin.

　　"Lucy, you won't hurt my feelings just say what you want to say, I can see you are worried about something" I shake my head suddenly embarrassed.

　　Why did I have to be so awkward when it came to relationships, probably because I had never been in one. But still, the thought of him saying no hurt and I don't think I could handle that rejection and then have to go home to deal with my mother's rejection too.

　　If he said no I would have to go home and I also didn't want to be stuck there while my family played house and I was expected to watch them happily and pretend it didn't kill me knowing I was the unwanted one, the burden on their perfect family and intruder.

　　"Lucy?" Tyson chuckled, making my eyes dart to his, his lips tugging up slightly while his thumb brushed my cheek that were flaming with my shame.

　　"I'm worried you will say no" I tell him.

　　"You won't know unless you ask whatever it is Lucy, yet I don't think I could say no to you" he says leaning down.

　　Tyson presses his forehead against mine, his breath fanning my lips. I squeeze my eyes shut before blurting it out like word vomit.

　　"I want you to mark me" I tell him and he pulls back.

　　"You want me to mark you?" He asks like he was making sure he heard me right.

　　I nod licking my lips, unable to form words at the look he was giving me. His eyes darted to my lips for a second.

　　"Why would you think I would say no?" He asks and I look away from him, knowing he was going to be angry when he suddenly sighs, making me turn back to him.

　　"You don't want Ace to mark you" he says with a groan and I knew I was right, this would cause issues between them.

　　"Lucy he is your mate too" Tyson whispers.

　　"But if you don't want him that's ok too, but please give him a chance to make things right before you decide on something permanent. Are you thinking of rejecting him?"

　　"I don't know, I don't want to but I will, I am not sure I can forgive him Tyson after what he said and did"

　　"Lucy you reject him it will kill him, just can you wait a little longer before deciding please, if you still want to reject him later that's fine, that's your choice but I don't want you to rush into anything, Ace loves you Lucy. He is a dick but he would do anything for you"