PART 1 Chapter 31 — 01 Blade,the words get screamed in my head multiple times and before the figure exposes his face,I knew it was Blade.
The body structure,the soft brown hair,the shape of the head,it was all identical.
It made me realize just how closely I observe Blade without noticing.
My heart stopped and I came to the conclusion that I was in some kind of shock.
Not a surprise,because I wasn't surprised.
Not at all.
I was shocked,frozen and triggered with fear.
An enemy was my mate.
Does he know? He must have,he helped me shift! He saw my face.
He knew all along.
Everything made sense.
How protective he is,and he doesn't even know me.
His anger and violence towards Jared in particular.
He said it was for no reason.
Jared was just in his way at the wrong time but in fact there was a reason.
How could I not have seen it? Expect I had seen it,I had known.
All along I had known it was Blade,I was just in denial.
I didn't want to admit to myself that my mate was my enemy.
All along I've been living in some kind of fantasy,hoping I'd wake up any minute and be welcomed with Jared's concerned face that would kiss my moist forehead and assure me that everything was just a dream.
All the tugs and pushes from my wolf when Blade was near,t all made sense now.
My wolf accepted a long time ago that Blade was my mate.
Ever since he saved me from the rouge,ever since he followed me in the hallways.
But my human form was scary.
Scared to be the traitor in my pack,scared of my mate,who's also my enemy.
I wasn't that heartbroken about Jared to let it affect everything in my life.
Jared was an excuse to keep me living in my little fantasy.
I've always known inside.
I remembered the almost kiss.
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