She looked at me with her chin in the air and seemed a little envious, "Actually, Clara, you know what? I used to think about what kind of man I would meet in the future, maybe he didn't have money or power, but he must have a strong obsession to love me and tolerate me, but now it seems that it's not that way, in fact, I know in my heart that Edward may not love me that much, and I, in fact, don't love him that much either, in our hearts, we actually both In our hearts, we actually know that each other can be dispensable!"
This was the first time I heard Jannings talk about his view of love, some of which was unexpected, but some of which seemed to be within expectation.
After a few moments of silence, I said, "I was fortunate to meet Dennis in my life, and although I had suffered for a few years, I didn't seem to experience the uncertainty of the window period, and I always seemed to feel confident inside that no matter what happened in the end, Dennis and I seemed to be going to be together."
She smiled and opened her mouth, "So I envy you, I actually have not had any love, there are students around me in middle school in love, I feel childish and do not care to contact, to the university, people around me seem to be in love, but this kind of thing is strange, can not meet is not met, until I graduated from college I have not met the right person, tangled until now, I met Edward, he really met my fantasy of a boyfriend, handsome, rich, powerful and capable, but it still seems to feel and imagined not quite the same!
See her some sad face, I can't help but say, "You will think so, because you think you and Edward's love is too smooth, in your subconscious, and he is such a good man in love, will certainly experience a lot of difficulties heart-breaking process, but you seem to have not experienced anything, so calmly and smoothly together, this feeling Make you feel very unreal."
She nodded, "Yes, it is like this, he is too good, I actually want to chase him, I thought of countless ways in the heart, are ready to chase a long time plan, but I did not think, so natural together."
After a pause, she said, "It is because of this, I always feel that if one day I suddenly meet another good man, I will still like someone else, he is the same, if he meets the initiative of the girl, he will still be with her, and then calmly live their lives, think about it feels unreal, no sense of security and belonging. "
I smiled lightly, "Jannings, have you ever wondered if you weren't Anthony's granddaughter, would he still be with you?"
She shook her head, "Definitely not!"
I laughed, "So yeah, in fact, you both know in your heart that you are the most suitable person to be with each other, your Ouyang family has the prestige, they the White family has the financial power, he knows that you are different from other girls, other women may value the White family's financial power, but you are not, you just simply like him, think he Suitable, want to be with him, such a marriage, in fact, is the most comfortable, because you simply have feelings for each other, so together!"
She tilted her head and didn't know what to think for a while, after a while, she sighed and said, "Forget it, how to think about such things can't think of anything, don't want to!"
Raising her eyes to look at the time, she said, "Are you going to go back?"
I saw that the clock on the wall was already a little late, but seeing that she was the only one in the ward, I shook my head and said, "I'll stay with you tonight, it's dinner time, what do you want to eat?"
She couldn't help but say, "What if Dennis gets mad if you don't go back?"
I laughed, "It's okay, he knows I'm here with you!"
With that, I got up and prepared to go downstairs to the hospital to find something to eat.
The door to the ward was pushed open and Edward came in all tired, carrying a big bag of food in his hand.
Looking at me, he said, "You haven't eaten yet, I just happened to bring a lot, eat first and then go back!"
I froze for a moment, so this is rushed back to this fairy to throw food?
When Jannings saw Edward arrive, a smile naturally appeared on his face, pulling me and saying, "Clara, don't rush off, eat first and then go back, I see Edward has brought a lot of good food here, right Edward?"
Edward nodded, took out all the things in his handbag and spoke, "Linda said that the seafood in the north downtown area is particularly good, I just came, I made a special trip, I brought you a porridge, you drink first!"
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