Lying in the hospital bed, I couldn't fall asleep for a while, waiting for the medicine to finish and the nurse to remove the needle before I got out of bed and walked around.
I didn't know where Dennis had gone, so I thought I'd better check on Hank, so I inquired at the nurse's station and found Hank's room, which was guarded by nurses, who smiled lightly and greeted me when they saw me.
Hank anesthesia has not yet passed, did not wake up, smashed in the head, covered with a quilt can not see the injury, I can not help but look at the nursing, spoke, "How is his injury?"
That nursing spoke, "just now the doctor came, said his head was smashed, is still not sure whether there is a concussion, the right side of the ribs were pierced by iron pipe, good to avoid the vitals, but the injury is not light, may have to be hospitalized for a period of time, in addition to other parts of the trauma are superficial, nothing serious.
Ribs were stabbed by the steel pipe, my body shook, reacted to my body of those blood is how to come, a time some hands and feet shaking.
I don't know what to say, if it wasn't for him, I'm afraid the one who was pierced is me, life is originally fragile, this short half-life less than, I live twice to escape from death is he saved me, this time also almost lost his own life.
The hearts of people are long, how can I say not worry about it?
"Miss Kennedy, you go back to rest, Mr. Gibson side I will take care of, you do not worry!" The nursing looked and looked at me with some embarrassment.
I shook my head slightly and opened my mouth, "I'm fine, there is no way to go back and rest now, so just stay here, it's okay, you don't have to worry about me!"
She saw that she couldn't talk me out of it for a while.
Letting me stay by Hank's side, she couldn't seat much, so she said, "Miss Kennedy, I'm going for a walk outside, call me if you need anything later."
I nodded and after a pause said, "May I ask your last name!"
She smiled, "You can just call me Mary Varga!"
I nodded and laughed, "I'll call you Mary!"
"OK, just be smooth with it!"
Seeing her leave, I looked at Hank, some lost in thought, the heart can not say the taste, the human heart is long, said not moved, how possible?
Over the years I seem to have been avoiding, avoiding Dennis, avoiding Hank, avoiding Leo, it seems that as long as I find that they have a little good for me, these good I can not afford, no way to serve, I will hide far away.
I was even timid and scared, trying hard to push Dennis away, I always look for any point of bad in the details of life or probably, to prove that they do not love me, the reason they haunt me,, is because I have value and have something to use, I do not know why I would be so distrustful of love, do not believe that someone will truly love me.
But every time, they either use their actions or their lives to prove that they love me, I'm too insecure, I don't know if this is bone to bone inferiority complex to make me so, or all girls are like this.
This night, I have been watching over Hank, Mary also came in halfway, persuaded me to go back to rest, but I refused, she had no choice but to let me.
The next day, the sunlight hit the ward through the window, seemingly similar to the rebirth of new life, Hank woke up, looked at me, seemed to see me safe and sound, said with a relieved smile, "It's good that you're okay!"
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