Robert's words caused Jasper to fall silent, in fact, he couldn't say exactly what he was feeling right now.
He certainly didn't hate this sister, he still wanted to love her, but ever since he knew that she wasn't his biological sister, he felt as if his feelings were slowly changing.
This made Jasper feel very beastly, he could not say such words, even he felt that he might be despised by his own brother if he had such thoughts.
"Robert, it's true that I don't really want to see Selena, but not because I mind her existence, or because I mind her taking my real sister's place, it has nothing to do with that. I let her regain her family name, I let everyone know that he is the adopted daughter of our family, not because I hate her, I just don't want her to live as a replacement for my sister's position."
"So if you don't mind her presence, you've been out traveling, and I now suspect you're hiding from Selena. I thought you were adjusting to your mood, but I doubt my thoughts now."
When Robert finished, Jasper couldn't help but sigh.
"Sometimes people's feelings are complicated, when I was sure that Selena was my real sister, I could love her as an older brother, but now, I find that my feelings are not that pure anymore. I can't actually say what my feelings are now, so I want to adjust."
"But I went out to travel for a while, and now that I'm back home, I still can't adjust my mood to face Selena. There's no way to have that pure feeling like before, you know? There would be that feeling of a man looking at a woman, and I feel so disgusted by that thought of me, so I dare not see her."
After Jasper finished, he felt relieved at last.
Originally, he didn't want to say it, but a thing had been suppressed in his heart for so long that even he felt like he was about to break down. Robert was his good brother and he could muster up the courage to say such a thing, and he felt that Robert could probably understand him.
The feeling of a man looking at a woman. Robert recalled the words as he looked at Jasper brother with wide eyes, and then asked incredulously.
"When did you have this feeling? What made you think that way? Is it because of this thought that you're afraid to see Selena?"
After Robert finished, he couldn't help but laugh again.
He thought of Daniel. In a roundabout way, he realized that his brother was now asking for trouble, only that he knew nothing.
Robert's surprise however made Jasper think that it was true that no one was able to understand his kind of mind, and he was also unable to understand his kind of mind, and he sighed.
"I can't remember when it started, most likely before I knew about Selena's identity. She disappeared for over a year and I wanted her back so badly, I even missed her, then I got sick and you know it was Selena who donated a kidney to me, and since then I feel like my mind has changed a bit."
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