I dropped the things in my hand, went to the gate of the orphanage, took out the mobile phone that had just been repaired, hesitated again and again, or broadcast Ji Qingxuan's number.
When I got through, I only said three words, "I withdraw."
There was silence on the other side of the phone. A moment later, Ji Qingxuan's voice was heard. He said, "OK."
"But I have two conditions."
"He said
"First, it's not just that we can't design orphanages and Yufeng."
"Good."
"Second, divorce me."
I already want to understand, even if I love Ji Qingxuan, Ji Qingxuan's heart only Qin Jiameng.
Then I should not have those unrealistic illusions.
Ji Qingxuan didn't love me at all. He loved Qin Jiameng from beginning to end.
Recognize the reality, I no longer entangled.
I thought Ji Qingxuan would agree, but the phone was silent.
It took a long time for the man to say, "the second one doesn't work."
I had some accidents, settled down, and said, "two conditions are indispensable. Up to now, Mr. Ji still considers whether to save his lover or continue to revenge and torture me."
"Even now, do you still think I'm torturing you?"
At the other end of the phone, Ji Qingxuan's voice is a little hoarse.
I lost my mind for a moment.
Yeah, how could he torture me without this?
It's true that I hold it in my hand.
But at this time, I am no longer confused. I drop my eyes and respond, "you don't love me, treat me well, and then threaten me when the person you love is in trouble, let me fall into the dream you set up, and tear it up with your own hands. This is torture."
My heart aches when I speak.
I would rather not wake up in this dream.
But the reality is too cruel.
When I thought he was going to say something, the phone hung up.
Before I left, the old Dean came over and said that the itinerary has changed. Maybe we don't have to move. Let's wait.
Behind me were the children's joyful laughter. I turned my head and looked at them happily, but I was a little lost.
When I went home that night, Ji Qingxuan had been waiting for me at home.
I look at him a little not happy, "Ji Zong, you so casually into other people, I'm afraid some bad."
Ji Qingxuan got up, hugged me and said softly in his voice, "don't divorce. I don't want to divorce you."
His tone was so soft.
Holding my arm clearly powerful, but it seems afraid to hurt me, and dare not force.
My heart a tight, struggling.
The man's hand tightly around me, I can't get away from, can only stand upright way, "Ji, don't embarrass yourself, holding a person you don't love, with this tone of speech, don't you feel against your heart?"
"Jiaqi..."
"Mr. Ji, please call me Qin Jiaqi. I can't stand your kindness."
I said coldly, trying not to embarrass myself in front of him.
Ji Qingxuan looked down at me and said, "Qin Jiaqi, I seriously tell you that as long as you let her go this time, you will be the only one in my world. This is the last time."
It's tempting.
I opened my mouth and almost agreed, but now I am too sober.
I raised my lips and sneered, "Mr. Ji, I think your dedication is really moving. It's a pity that I'm awake. You slapped me up. Now my heart hurts. I can't sleep when you dream."
"Qin Jiaqi."
"Mr. Ji, you already know that Qin Jiameng will retaliate against me. You know that she will make mistakes again and again. You are afraid that you can't help me if you make too many mistakes. Don't you just wait for this time today? Use my feelings for you to make me give up. "
I was so calm that I thought I had seen everything.
"Qin Jiaqi, why do you have to be stubborn?"
Ji Qingxuan looking at me, that face is still so cold Jun, so good-looking.
Thanks to my love for more than ten years.
At the beginning, I happily married him, thought there would be a good result, but did not expect that he was injured all over.
"Yes, I'm stubborn. If I don't divorce, I won't withdraw the lawsuit. I don't care if you tear down the orphanage. Maybe Ji can always find someone to assassinate me. You have so much money and good acting skills that you can cover up the truth perfectly."
I finish, Ji Qingxuan silent for a long time, for a long time.
I saw the tangle in his expression and the injury.
I urged, "Mr. Ji, stop acting, OK? If you can't torture me, will you torture me? "
Maybe my words finally angered him.
Ji Qingxuan's face suddenly cold down, way, "good, divorce, the day after tomorrow at 9 o'clock in the morning."
The day after tomorrow is Monday.
As soon as the man left, all the lines of defense in my heart finally collapsed. I refused to cry. I could only let tears flow into my heart.But the salt content of tears is too heavy, and my broken heart, which was injured by Ji Qingxuan, was watered by tears.
It hurts.
It hurts.
It's Monday in a flash.
I don't even know how I got here this weekend.
but on Monday morning, I covered my dark circles with concealer and turned my cheeks red.
The hair is not a mess, choose a piece of their most satisfactory clothes to wear.
I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
I think this may really be the last time Ji Qingxuan and I met.
When I got to the Civil Affairs Bureau, Ji Qingxuan was already standing at the door.
The man's face is very bad. He has heavy dark circles under his eyes. There are some blue scum on his chin. He looks a little slovenly.
This seems to be the first time I see Ji Qingxuan like this.
Usually he is always so perfect, invincible.
I walk past, Ji Qingxuan opens a mouth first, "must divorce? Do you want to think about it again
His tone was a little pleading, and I thought I had heard it wrong.
"Leave, Ji always don't involve himself in hatred, can't come out, early to meet the new life is good."
I pretend to be free and easy.
Ji Qingxuan looked at me and frowned slightly. "Qin Jiaqi, don't you have any nostalgia for me?"
"What do you want?" I look up, to the man's black eyes, alienated said, "is nostalgia for Ji's foot two boats, or nostalgia for Ji's use?"
"Use? When did I use you? "
"Mr. Ji, does your face hurt when you say this? Why we get divorced is that you want to use my feelings for you to withdraw the lawsuit against Qin Jiameng? "
"Qin Jiaqi..."
I see Ji Qingxuan's eyes hurt.
Even pain.
It's like he really doesn't want me.
"Mr. Ji, let's go."
Stop acting.
Or I'll take it seriously again.
I walked in front, for a long time can not hear the voice of men's shoes.
Looking back, I saw Ji Qingxuan still standing at the door, with the same look as just now.
At that time, my heart hesitated.
But I remember all the things before again and again, to make myself sober.
Ji Qingxuan looked at me and finally came up to me.
When the staff asked us how to distribute our property, they heard Ji Qingxuan say, "she went out of the house clean."
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