Raakshas - A human demon novel Chapter 32

Raakshas's p.o.v

I am gulping down the alcohol bottle after bottle to suppress my anger and frustration. I am only thinking about my unborn child who died a horrific death.

I was having so many plans for this baby. I was so much happy about this baby which I can't describe in words. But that bitch snatched my baby from me.

I treated her like a queen, I loved her so much still she betrayed me and dare to kill my baby. I was feeling like to strangle her to death but I couldn't. Because I still love her. I love the murderer of my baby. Why this love is so complicated!

I am going to take another sip from the bottle when a strong hand stopped me from drinking.

I looked at the person and found that Abdul chacha is standing beside me. He is looking at me with his disturbed expression.

" Do you have a death wish? Why are you drinking so much? He asked me angrily and snatched the alcohol bottle from my hand.

I didn't reply to his questions. I am drinking so much to soothe the pain which was paining inside me. My heart is crying for that innocent soul who died because of a selfish mother.

I asked Abdul chacha with my most painful voice," Am I that bad, chacha? Ain't I worthy enough of someone's love? Why she hates me that much?"

Saying all this I am going to fall on the floor when he helped me to balance myself. He is now patting my back to console myself.

" Raakshas beta(dear), control your emotions. You need to rest for a while," He said and hold me by resting my one hand on his shoulder to support me.

I said to him sarcastically," Didn't I tell you that every woman is the same? They all are betrayer. I thought Pari was different. But, it was just my misconception."

" Raakshas, I still believe that Pari is innocent. She might be an arrogant and proud girl. But, she will never step so low to harm her own child. There must be some other story," Abdul chacha said with a confusing voice.

Hearing him I started laughing like he has said any kind of joke. I replied to him gritting my teeth," it's your misconception. That woman hated my child from the very first. Her inside was so much venomous that she didn't think twice before killing her own child."

" But, still you need to hear........." Abdul chacha tried to say but I stopped his saying in the middle by showing him my palm.

I said angrily fisting my palm," she is also like my mother. That whore hated her own child and pari did the same thing. There is no difference between them."

" Raakshas, I think you should inquire that doctor. I don't know why I am feeling that the doctor isn't right. I saw an unknown fear in her eyes," Abdul chacha said suspiciously.

I replied angrily," There is no fault of anyone. The doctor is right in her place and Niharika also supported the doctor. There is no reason for them to say lie about pari. It's that arrogant and bitch girl who killed my baby."

" Ok. Don't talk about all this matter anymore. You need to eat and rest for some time," Abdul chacha said with an affectionate voice.

I freed myself from his hold and said to him sternly," I need answers, Abdul chacha. I need answers. And now, that bitch will answer me why she killed my baby."

Saying that I stormed out of my personal bar. I heard Abdul chacha is calling me from behind. But, I didn't reply. I just left the place and moved towards the dungeon where I have kept that murderer.

Pari's p.o.v

I am lying on the dungeon's floor like a corpse. My stomach is grumbling because of hunger. My throat is feeling like a desert because I am thirsty. It's been hours since Raakshas has given me something to eat. I know he is punishing me by starving. I don't know how will I make him understand that I didn't kill our baby.

I am still shedding my tears over my destiny when I heard the door opening sound. I looked at the door and found that my husband is standing at the door with anger and hurtful expression on his face.

" My husband!" My subconscious said with amusement and shock.

I mentally thought," Yes, my husband. I don't know when all this happened. I have started having feelings for Raakshas! I have accepted him as my husband."

He walked towards me and made me stand up by holding my forearm tightly. His eyes are red indicating he has cried.

" What was my baby's fault that you killed him/her? Raakshas asked me.

I replied with my vulnerable tone," I swear Raakshas. I didn't kill our baby. It was the doctor who aborted our baby.

"Lies after lies! Damm it. Admit that you killed my baby. If you tell me the truth then I will not do anything to you," He roared on my face making me flinch.

I said crying," Why should I admit the crime which I have never committed? You told me that you love me then why you can't believe my words?"

" Love! Yes. I have loved you truly. I have loved you with my whole heart. But, in return what I have found from you. Only your hate. You hated me. You hated my baby from the very first. That's why you killed my baby," he growled at me and I flinched again hearing his loud voice.

Then he barked on my face holding my shoulders tightly," I admit that I have done many wrongdoings to you. But, I have loved you truly. And you are returning that love by killing my baby. How can you be so cruel! It was your baby also."

This time I couldn't control myself anymore and snapped at him," I am tired of the false accusations. I am not in the fault of our baby's death."

Hearing me he holds my chin and said gritting his teeth," Do you know what I am feeling right now? I am feeling like to strangle you to death. But, I can't. Because of this. Because of this stupid thing I can't kill you. Because it only beats for you."

He said all this resting my one palm on his chest where his heart lies. I saw him shedding tears which is very unusual for a man like him.

" I swear. I didn't do anything," I uttered timidly and cried out more loudly.

I saw him closing his eyes after hearing me. He holds my shoulder tightly and said with his dangerous voice," You have taken away my baby from me. You better give back my baby."

Saying that he threw me on the floor and a yelp escaped from my mouth. I looked at him with my horrified eyes and found him unbuckling his belt. I am understanding his motive.

I tried to run towards the door when he clutched my hairs tightly and again threw me on the floor. 

He hovered over me and started tore downing my clothes. I am crying and resisting too much. I am not in the state to have physical relationships right now.

I'm crying and telling him to not do anything when he said angrily," I will punish you every day until you give me the good news that my baby is coming."

Saying that he tore down the last piece of clothes from my body. Now, I am completely naked under him. He is also naked showing me his hard manhood.

He is now ready to shove himself inside me forcefully when I uttered with too much pain in my voice," I am your wife. You can't do that me like that. You can't rape your own wife."

Saying that I looked into his eyes and saw him staring into my eyes without blinking. He is looking at me so intensely like he is studying me.

For a few seconds, we both lost each other in our eyes.