Resurrection novel Chapter 15

"Your highness .....it's time"

Markus said breaking my chain of thoughts

I nodded and left my room with Markus at my trail.

As I entered the meeting room everyone stood up and wished

I made my way towards the head seat at the round table and as I sat down I motioned everyone to sit.

Ministers of 10districts,my gamma,head warrior and others holding top positions in this pack were seated around me.

"I need updates on your progress..

... all of you present me with your weekly reports...but before starting I want Mr steve to tell me about this latest gossip which is going on around..."

This was unexpected

Some had confused expression on their faces and others look scared.

Mr Steve who is the coordinator of business affairs of this pack had a look of fear .

Everyone looked at him waiting for his answer

"....ma'am......actually.....some..leaders of the neighbouring packs ...ques..tioned...your ability...to rule....they called you a.......w.....we....weak little girl who should.......leave this to ..a male...and......go find her mate..and....pl......pleusu..re him..."

Loud gasps could be heard around

They looked at my face awaiting my reaction

"Name and pack Mr Steve"

I asked with a neutral look on my face

"Red blood pack......Their Alpha Andrew and B..eta... Ray Reynolds said this"

These chauvinistic pigs

I noted down their names on my notepad

"Okay the matter will be handled...now start with your reports.. "

Steve wiped the beads of sweat on his forehead with his handkerchief feeling relieved.

The security head started

"No attacks on any of the borders although a rogue was spotted near the western border but he did not cross the boundary...345 warriors are presently deployed on the borders and 1000 are undergoing final level of training...tomorrow the final match will take place and those who pass will be the new recruits into the army...other than these our new weapon supplies have arrived and have been tested-"

"I didn't passed the budget for these supplies and I remember the previous supplis came just last Thursday....who passed the budget?"

"Mr Cameron did Ma'am .. he said you were busy so.."

"Did I asked for any clarification on his part..."

"No ma'am'"

"Answer only what I ask you"

"Yes ma'am...sorry !"

"Marcus call Cameron right now!"

Silence filled the room for the time being till Cameron entered the room

He bowed in respect

"Do you care to explain why this order was passed without my approval Mr Cameron"

Cameron examined the paper I presented him and his face lost it's colour

"..actually...you were busy...and ....the supplier was persistent.....so..I gave my approval"

It's been two years since then and even now I haven't shifted

Maybe my wolfs rejection to my actions did this or I was born like this

I seriously don't know

I just hope somewhere inside me she is still alive otherwise I don't know how long I will be able to lead this pack.

I lack strength and in my position strength is something which is assumed.

Many Alphas have tried to take over my pack before by defeating me but the thing was they could never reach me..my warriors and guards destroyed them before they could even touch me...

They were my walls but I really don't know what will happen if a big attack happens and these walls break.

As I laid down on my bed and looked at the moon outside I wondered if the moon could see Xavier and tell me what he was doing.

Has he moved on in life

I do heard gossips of him dating a few women and searching for a new mate but was it really that simple.

Was forgetting me that easy...

I don't have a right to say this as I was the one who left him but still I keep judging myself with the girls in the tabloids standing with him....comparing myself with them

But I guess I deserved this

I deserve every bit of it for doing what I did.

I deserve to long for his love as I destroyed his heart .

Goodnight mate

I wish you get all the happiness I couldn't give you

With this I closed my eyes and drifted into sleep waiting for another day of my rule.