Scarred Alphas by Norisha May novel Chapter 11

Chapter 11 

Colt nuzzles my nose 

slightly. 

“He should know better than to mistreat his goddess–given mate. What he is doing to you, is unforgivable.” He says in a soft voice. 

“C–Colt.” 

“Yeah?” He whispers. His warm breath tickles my l*ps. 

I just called his name 

because I was nervous and 

now I don’t know what to 

say. But it did stall him just a 

bit. 

“What–what are you doing?” 

I ask him. 

He smiles. A real smile. I 

haven’t seen him really 

smile. “Kissing you.” He whispers. 

He knows that is not what I 

meant but before I can say anything else to distract him, his l*ps touch mine and I lose all my senses. All I can think about is how soft and warm 

his l*ps are. They feel 

amazing on mine. I 

completely give in. I can’t 

fight it. I don’t want to fight 

1. it. 

His b*dy crashes on me. It is warm and encompasses my whole smaller b*dy. I feel him completely. I have never felt a man’s b*dy like this. Warm, firm, and soft at the 

same time. His hand caresses 

my shoulder and slides 

down until it cups my bare breast. All manner of 

feelings rise inside of me and my b*dy starts to burn. His l*ps start to travel to my n*eck and the k*sses stun me. It 

feels so good that I don’t 

want to move because I don’t 

want the k*sses to end. 

His hands then start 

traveling down. He caresses 

my waist and it is fire. My 

insides turn to mush and I 

feel wetness between my legs. His hands now keep going down and when I 

realize what he is about to do, I snap out of it. 

I close my legs and slightly push his shoulder away. 

“Stop.” I whisper. 

He backs up and looks at me. 

I shake my head. “No more.” 

He closes his eyes, takes a deep breath, and nods. 

I sit up while he backs away and I quickly cover myself. 

“I already saw everything.” 

He gives me a cheeky smile. 

“Shut up.” I say shyly. 

I can’t even look at him in 

the eyes. 

I glance at him and he stares. Doesn’t say a thing. 

“Why do you do that?” 

“Do what?” 

“Just…stare at me.” 

“Isn’t that something people 

do when they enjoy what

they see?” He looks me up 

and down again. 

“Colt…what happened to 

you?” I ask ignoring what he just said. 

“Hmh?” He asks. 

“What happened to you? You…you’ve changed. And don’t you have a mate? What happened to Skye…did she 

not…” I don’t want to finish 

that sentence. I don’t want to 

hurt him. 

“I don’t have a mate 

anymore.” He says. 

This makes me sad for him. 

“I’m sorry.” 

He puts a hand up telling me 

that he doesn’t want to talk 

about it. 

I nod. “We don’t have to talk 

about that but you do have 

to tell me, why did you wait so long to tell your father 

that you were alive? We were in the cells for a few days and you were tortured. Why wait?” 

He sighs and nods. “I didn’t 

know where I was until I 

learned your name…look, I will tell you everything. But 

not now. It’s not the place 

 

and time.” He gets up and holds his hand out for me. 

It takes me a few seconds of 

staring at it but I take it and he pulls me up only to be pulled in close to him. He grabs my chin and lifts it up 

while his other hand holds 

me in a hug. 

“I’ll be gentle now and 

patient but, you’ll be mine. 

He softly says and then k*sses 

1. me. 

It is quick but he leaves me with my head spinning. 

“Go back home. Don’t stay

out here too long.” He says 

leaving me in a stupified 

state. 

I am shocked at how he can 

just k*ss me in that way and say something like that. That 

I’ll be his? He has to be 

joking, right? I am sure this guy is going to be the Alpha of this pack. Why would he ever want…no, he doesn’t want me like that. He just wants my b*dy. That’s it. He 

wants to use me and when he is done with me, he will 

just throw me away. 

How am I supposed to think 

differently when this is all I have known from this pack? 

I am so stupid because, for a few seconds there, I really 

thought he was being 

genuine. 

Dumb idiot! 

I hate that I let him touch 

me like that. My eyes widen 

and I gasp remembering something. 

“Oh, Shit! Ezra! He must 

have felt that!” I start 

running back home but then 

suddenly stop. “What am I 

doing? Why should I even 

care? He has done worse so, 

why should I be concerned? In fact…good. Now he gets a taste of his own medicine.” 

Taking my time now, I stride my way back home with a 

smile. 

That night I slept well but I woke up a few times with dreams of Colt k*ssing me. I felt stupid. 

Lauren and I start our day 

and head to the fields behind 

the pack house to begin our 

work. 

“You stayed up late last

night.” Lauren says. 

“Yeah, it’s cause Niles 

is-well…not bothering me 

anymore.” 

She smiles. “I am glad that 

you 

don’t have to feel like 

you need to watch your back 

anymore. At least not from 

him.” 

I also smile and nod. 

“Also, it’s good you didn’t come home early ‘cause I was horny! And James really let me have it!” 

“Eww! What is wrong with 

you?! You don’t have to tell 

me these things!” 

She starts laughing. 

“It’s not funny. Keep it to 

yourself self you perverted 

woman!” 

She laughs so loud that even birds get startled and fly away from the trees. 

“I need to talk to you!” Ezra suddenly comes out of the house enraged. 

Lauren looks at me scared 

but I smile and nod at her to go ahead. 

“Are you sure?” She mouths 

out and I nod again. 

“What the hell did you do!?” 

He points at my face once he 

is close. 

“Oh, you didn’t like the taste of your own medicine?” 

His eyes flare. “Who? Who 

the hell was it?” 

“Did you cry?” I ask him. 

“What?” 

“Did you teared up when 

you felt it?” 

“NO!” He shouts. 

“It hurt though.” I try not to 

smile but it is really hard. 

His jaw clenches and he 

grinds his teeth. 

“Gosh, I remember the first 

time I felt it. I almost felt like 

I would die. Not anymore though. I am too used to it. Sucks for you though…cause you are not used to it at all.” 

The first time I felt like I was 

dying and I wished it at the 

moment. I am sure it was the 

same for him. And to think 

that this was just a k*ss. 

“You are telling me right now 

who it was?!” He says.

“Am I?” 

“YES!” He shouts. 

I look around at the people walking around us. “Be careful now. If you scream 

too loud, people might start 

talking.” 

ו 

He snarls. “Do you really believe that anyone would think that you and I are mates?” He smirks. “They’d 

sooner believe that I am 

mated to the damn old cook 

than your sorry ass. No one 

wants you and I sure as hell 

don’t either.”

I smile. “Well, someone 

clearly does want me.” 

His face changes from a 

smug expression to one of a 

crazed person. 

I’ve never felt this kind of 

power before. It feels like I 

have complete power over him…and I like it. 

As I smile, I glance at the house and see Colt staring out the window. He has a cup 

of what I assume is coffee 

and sips on it watching me 

and Ezra. 

I choke under his gaze.

“Gotta get to work. Bye!” I 

turn round without a second 

thought and almost run back 

to the fields leaving Ezra 

with his anger. 

“What was that about?” 

Lauren asks. 

I smile. “Nothing. Don’t 

worry.” 

“Oh, I worry alright. Cass, you are not an angel. I know that most of the time you get in trouble is not really your fault but you have a temper, sweety. And that gets you in 

trouble all the time.”

“It’s okay, Lauren. I promise I am fine.” 

Humming, I start watering the fields and gardens of 

vegetables. I don’t think I 

have ever felt this content 

before. 

Not even thirty minutes in, 

Lauren and I are 

interrupted. 

“Cass?”