She said that she didn't like he always dressed in black, white and gray, which made him look like cold and inhumane. Therefore, although his job required that he'd better dress these three colors, he was still willing to make changes and slowly add more colors into his clothes.
For example, he would wear light blue, navy blue and royal blue shirts that she bought for him on a whim, and he even tied the pink tie she deliberately bought for him for fun. He would also wear some light beige camel clothes when he didn't wear formal uniforms in private because he heard that was a warm color.
He knew that she liked to chase pop stars. According to incomplete statistics, there were at least five male celebrities whom she liked. At first, he was jealous, but later he was bored of being jealous.
Although he was jealous, he had bought her tickets for concerts several times. According to Julian's relationships, he even took her to the backstage to get signature and take photos with those pop stars. He had no feelings for these pop stars before.
However, at this moment, facing the shock feelings of the girl, Phil could only swallow all the words to be refuted.
He got up and refilled a bowl of soup for her and changed the topic, "Let's eat."
"Thank you." Anya took over the bowl and continued to eat. They said nothing more.
From the tragic divorce to a few months of no news and to now, they were sitting together for dinner but were speechless, which was Phil never thought of.
When they were eating in the past, he felt quite pleasant. Why didn't anyone talk now?
If Phil could, he wanted to say something, but he was afraid of what he said was wrong, so he had to keep silent. As for Anya, she naturally would not take the initiative to say something to Phil.
Under the silence, Phil recalled the past of the them. It seemed that he was always the initiative one to find a topic to chat with her. Sometimes he deliberately teased her, and she would be annoyed and chatter a lot.
However, she had almost never taken the initiative to share joys or sorrows with him.
Obviously, she never really opened her heart to him.
Phil only felt he was ridiculous in the past. All day long, he confidently thought that she could not live without him, thinking that he already knew her very well.
She actually did have sex with him, but she was so stubborn that her heart had never been open to him.
He, Phil Henderson, was a complete loser.
Phil thought that maybe they were right to divorce, because in such a situation could he reflect on himself rationally and soberly. He suddenly realized that there were so many problems between him and Anya.
In the past, he always felt that the age gap had led to disagreements between them. He always felt that she was too young and capricious, so he could spoil her endlessly and didn't care about that.
But now he found that the differences between them came not from age, but from him. He had never really tried to understand her attentively.
The more Phil thought about himself, the more anger he became and the more apology he felt for Anya, who was forced to become silent by his stress in those years.
He used to think that she was childish, but now he found that the ignorant person was him.
Thinking about this, he suddenly lost his appetite to eat. The meals he cooked in front of him didn't smell good.
Just then, Anya on the opposite side said lightly, "If you don't want to, you cannot stay and eat."
Anya looked at the man who frowned, sighed and didn't eat, thinking that he didn't want to have dinner with her at the same table.
It was not hard to understand. The way she asked for divorce was so tragic that it must have made him lose face among his friends. It was explainable that he would hate her. It was not easy for him to cook for her due to the child.
She shouldn't have left him for dinner just now. Both of them felt embarrassed.
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