Sharing Beatrice novel by Alexis Dee novel Chapter 403

Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2

Chapter 403 Broken Beyond Repair (Helel Spade)

I ran around for hours and then returned to the cabin. I knew she was leaving in the morning, and tonight was the last night when I could make her change her mind, but it was a lost cause. She told me in clear words that she didn’t want to be with me.

‘We should have been forceful,’ Hel complained.

‘And what? force her to stay with us? Wouldn’t that be unfair to her? She found out about so much s*hi*t, and we should expect her to forgive us just so that we can live happily?’ grunted as I started turning the cabin upside down. I had thrown away all the flowerpots and utensils I had been decorating for her comfort.

‘We should admit that we f*uc*ked up,’ I said, as I broke down on my knees. ‘It is just that I wish I hadn’t come back to life. I should have stayed dead. What was the point of coming back to find her gone? It is a curse because it sure feels like one,’ I don’t remember when I have cried so much. Every time I think of losing Beatrice, I lose myself with her.

‘It is going to be our life now? How the hell do you expect us to live without her?’ Hel complained, and rightfully so. I can’t imagine living without her, either.

‘I am not sure. I just — I keep thinking what could have done differently to prevent all this from happening?’ I asked him and myself, too.

‘Maybe we should have rejected Gwen sooner,’ I yelled as I threw the table away. ‘And she wants us to take care of Gwen,’ Hel scoffed at Beatrice’s wishes.

‘That is not possible,’ I groaned and got up from the ground. Walking back to my room, I grabbed the box I had stolen earlier from the Royal lockers.

‘What are you doing?’ Hel asked once he noticed what was inside that box. ‘I am k*illing this pain inside me,’ I said, injecting myself with wolfbane.

‘UGHHHH F*UC*K!” Since I was a dark knight, I had to inject a heavy amount into my body. Once it hit my veins, I landed in bed, and everything began to calm down.

This box consisted of heavy drugs and strong wolfbane. We would usually give it to the prisoners who are violent to keep them under check.

I stole it when I realized Beatrice had found out about Gwen and me. I knew right then and there that it was over for us.

She would never accept me back into her life. But because this life was a gift from her to me, I didn’t want to finish it so easily. Hence, I decided to live, but that didn’t mean I had to live with this pain.

Soon everything went silent, and I was just me, without any power. It felt amazing because this pain was nothing compared to the pain I was feeling after losing Beatrice.

I probably slept for a whole night and woke up the next day.