AMARA.
"Then stay there but don’t sleep. Do you want me to take off your shorts? But I have to rip it apart if you don’t want to move."
"Yes, please," I replied in a soft voice.
Claws erupted from his nails before he ripped my shorts open. I felt the air on my ass as he tossed away the torn piece of cloth before his hand went up inside the back of my shirt.
"I will just unclasp your bra…"
I nodded my head again with my eyes closed as I tried to steady my breathing. The burn was still there, but having Jace around helped calm my senses.
"Shit.." I heard him mutter under his breath as his fingers fumbled on the clasp of my bra.
"Fuck. How on earth do I take this off?" His voice sounded annoyed, and I couldn’t help but smile despite the pain in my body.
I bent my arm and reached for my back, but before I could even touch my bra, I heard a piece of fabric rip, and I knew he had destroyed my favorite sea-blue undergarment. Same old Jace — sometimes he would get impatient.
I lifted my arms and wrapped them around his neck as I hugged him tighter. I just want to go to sleep now. "That’s my favorite," I mumbled against his skin.
"You need to tell me where to buy those, and I’ll buy you a new one. Damn those little clothes, why does anyone need to wear them anyway?"
"Hmmm…"
He untangled my arms from his neck before he held them and withdrew my body away from him. "How are you feeling? You look too pale?"
"I’m so tired and burning…"
"You need to fight it if you want to shift successfully."
"It’s painful."
"What happened to the brave girl I knew who could take down anyone in her way? A little pain and you’re giving up? Come on, Amara, you can do better."
I was about to answer him back when a screeching pain erupted again from my spine as if it were being pulled out of my body. I screamed at the top of my lungs before I sank my teeth into his arm, biting him hard.
"Mother fucker!" Jace growled, and it was the first time I heard him growl so loudly that it hurt my ears.
I snapped out of my senses as my eyes widened, fear flitting in them. My bite must have hurt too much because his eyes were dilating and his arm was too red with my bite mark. I was sure there were wounds as blood was visible in them.
"I’m…" I was not able to finish my words as my face twisted with pain, making me arch my body, and I stumbled backward.
"Amara!" He growled again while I tried to crawl away from him.
"Stop! Please make it stop! Goddess, please!" I pleaded through my cries and tears began trickling down my face as my body stiffened, but my elbows and knees were still buckling.
Jace crouched in front of me, his eyes dilating and his jaw clenching as he cupped my cheeks, his thumb brushing against the corner of my mouth. "You’re doing great, brave heart…"
I forced a smile when he used the term he would always call me when we were younger — when I kept climbing those tall trees even though I kept falling on my ass.
"I don’t know how to be brave tonight. It’s too painful, Jace."
"I’m here. Do you remember what I always told you when you got scratches and wounds?"
"The pain will go... away."
"Right. It will soon be over and you will forget about the pain."
I nodded my head as I bit my bottom lip a little too hard to suppress my cries.
"Does your gum itch?"
I nodded. "It’s painful now…"
"Open your mouth..."
I slowly parted my mouth and closed my eyes. The pain was still too much, but Jace’s hands on my cheeks were making me brave. He didn’t let go and continued to caress my cheeks until I could feel my saliva dripping but I couldn’t stop it.
I heard movement as his hands withdrew, and tears fell from my eyes, although they were closed.
Did he move back because my saliva was dripping? He was probably grossed out.
I heard a piece of fabric being torn. I snapped my eyes open and saw him with a piece of my shirt, and he gently wiped the drool off the side of my mouth. And it just made me cry harder.
"Hey, don’t cry. You’re making me feel so useless because I can’t help you." His sounded hurt.
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