Sinful Mates 1-3 novel Chapter 138

　　Evelyn’s POV

　　Orion froze at his words, and I couldn’t stop myself. I couldn’t do anything but what he told me. Ryland’s angry growl echoed through the entire place. My pants became saturated, and never in my life have I ever been so humiliated. It was worse than when I got my first period at school in front of the entire class when I was thirteen, standing up and the boy next to me pointing it out I had blood on the back of my pants. I thought that was humiliating and considered it at the time to be the most embarrassing thing to ever happen to me. This was worse because I had never wet myself in front of anyone. I was kid then not an adult. This was worse because I was grown and he was doing this to shame me, doing this to show exactly how much control he has over me. This was worse because he was my mate and put me on display to hurt me.

　　This was no accident; this was shame as I felt my legs become wet and my face burning red with embarrassment. And I couldn’t watch his evil smirk or the pity in Ryland and Orion’s eyes instead placing my hands over my face to shield myself from my embarrassment. This wasn’t punishment, this was cruel.

　　I heard Ryland gasp and I burst into tears sobs wracking my entire body, and I all I wanted to do was run away from there watchful eyes. Yet I couldn’t move my feet like they were rooted to the floor. I can’t believe he just made me do that.

　　“You sadistic prick,” Ryland growls at him.

　　Orion comes over. I know it is him by the cold hands trying to pry my hands away from my face.

　　“Please don’t touch me,” I sob, pulling away from his touch. Orion moves his hands away before I hear Thaddeus voice.

　　“You can go” he says so calmly, no hint of remorse in his voice. I take off running upstairs to the bathroom not even looking back. Tears still flowing as I peel my clothes off and hop in the shower, scrubbing myself with the soap.

　　I could hear them fighting downstairs, hear their raised voices when the entire place goes eerily silent suddenly and I hear a door slam. A few minutes later, Orion walks into the bathroom.

　　“He shouldn’t have done that to you,” he says reaching down to pick up my clothes from the floor.

　　“Leave them,” I scream at him.

　　“Evelyn I…”

　　“Get out, just get out Orion,” I scream at him. He allowed this, he allowed Thaddeus to compel me, knew what he was going to do and just walked away from me. Orion hesitates before I hear him mutter something under his breath before walking out. Building up some courage I get out and quickly get dressed before scooping up my clothes with the towel.

　　Taking a deep breath before opening the door and walking past them without even looking in their direction heading straight to the laundry and dumping my clothes in the washer. My eyes felt like sandpaper from crying, and I had a headache. Ryland walks in behind me leaning on the door frame.

　　“Are you okay?”

　　‘What do you think?” I spit back at him. All this over visiting Lana. What’s next?

　　“Where did he go?” I ask as I put the laundry detergent in.

　　“For a walk,” Ryland says pulling his packet of smokes from his pocket and offering me one.

　　“I can’t go outside,” I tell him looking back at the washing machine screen and turning it on. Ryland walks past me opening the laundry door leading outside and sitting on the step.

　　“You just can’t go past the door,” he says tapping the spot next to him. I sit down leaning against the door behind him and take one of his smokes.