Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee novel Chapter 100

100-A Quick Sex Before School

Maynard took his pillow and rested in my bed whilst I couldn’t sleep. I was worried about Lazlo, about Thiago, about Maynard. What was going on with my mates?

For Lazio, it was entirely Maynard’s fault because he had hurt him but what about the other two? It seemed like directly or indirectly, they were suffering.

“We should rest. Thiago will be back in the morning like he does every time,’ Nia suggested, I knew she would try not to think about him. He was the first one we had connected to. We shared moments with him that made us feel like ourselves. He was even my first, so it was a bit hard to turn blind eye to him. But I did anyway. ”

I fell asleep after Nia convinced me it was no use staying awake since that wasn’t helping anyone. Maynard woke up before me and had packed his belongings before even speaking to me. Once I came out of the bathroom and saw his stuff prepared, a frown took over my forehead.

“Are you heading somewhere?” I asked and he faintly gave me a nod.

“After school, I will have to return to my pack for a few days,” the sad look on his face tore open my chest. I couldn’t see him all sad and upset. I was used to watching Maynard all cocky and happy.

“Do you want me to come with you?” I offered, maybe I will be able to ease him down and even stay beside him.

“That is very kind and considerate of you to even suggest but I think I need to do this alone. Just do one thing, whenever you have time, call me. I want to hear your voice, it will calm me down,” he smiled weakly before zipping his bag up.

“I will miss you,” those words came out like a whisper from my lips. I didn’t like watching him gone. The last few weeks had been amazing with him except for our little argument that wasted our days.

“I will miss you more,” he got up on his feet and held my hands to pull me over his chest, “It won’t be easy for me to stay away from you as well. Please take care of yourself and call me if anyone bothers you, okay?” the fact that he was dealing with so much yet he was concerned about leaving me behind told me he truly loves me a lot.

“I love you, Maynard!” I was not aware when those words slipped my lips but he suddenly broke the hug and watched my face in shock.

We haven’t said it to each other like that before. We would say it during make-out sessions or casually, but those feelings I poured must have woken his wolf.

“Say it again,” he cupped my face in his hands and demanded I confess my feelings again.

“It is true, Maynard. I don’t know when but I have fallen so in love with you that spending a day away from you seems impossible. I don’t know what I will do without you. I love you a lot,” tears sprung down my eyes when I realized he will be gone for days.

His hands slipped down my face as a look of confusion mixed with guilt took over his face.

“I am so selfish for leaving you behind,” He whispered and turned his face to the side, “You know what? I can speak to them on call,” he stepped back while rubbing his face in his hands.