Tasting All My Mates by Alexis Dee novel Chapter 58

58-Left Him Behind

“If the rejection is what it will take you to understand I don’t fucking give a damn about you then fine, I will say it,” he had anger

and hatred in his eyes when he forcibly held my hands to reject me.

The instant our skins connected, I felt it.

Pain,

Misery,

Heartbreak,

Helplessness and a feeling of fear.

It was I who stepped back and freed my hands out of his hands. His emotions and feelings were so strong that I began to feel headaches.

“Don’ts” ugh! the weird force I felt in my head rushed down to my nose and when I touched it, I found blood coming through my nostrils.

“Enya!” his mood changed and the once cold look on his face was replaced with concern when he reached me.

“No! stay away from me,” I instantly backed away from him to avoid our skins contacting again. It was weird how strong his emotions were.

This power was not something I have mastered, so it really shook me up when so many emotions and feelings passed from him to me.

“I will g-o back to my room.” I didn’t even raise my eyes and turned around to sprint away. Every step I took away from him was like a breath of fresh air for me.

His emotions had worked me up. Once I was in my room, I washed my face in the bathroom sink and took a shower to calm my nerves down.

‘Nia! Are you okay?’ I knew if I felt it this strong, she must have suffered the worst.

‘It was too much for me,’ she whispered in return, he was feeling all the emotions but hate and anger,’ she added recalling the mixture of emotions he displayed.

“But that means nothing. Did you hear what Janet said? Our pack is the reason behind the demise of his parents, I wonder what happened?’ I know it can be hard to deal with the loss of one’s parents, but I can relate to it.

But it still didn’t excuse him from taking my virginity and then dumping me.

“Do you think he was going to reject us? I mean, he looked concerned when he saw us-,’ I sighed because I didn’t want to fool myself with the thought that he cared for me.

‘It looks like we have met a dead-end here. We should go back to the academy,’ Nia suggested in a soft and defeated tone.

‘You are right,’ I agreed with her. The whole pack sees me as if I am some strange creature, I cannot stay here.

I heard a knock on the door and when opened it, I found medicine and food in a tray. That is what I didn’t understand about him, he was one minute all sweet and the very next minute bitter to me.

‘Don’t think too much about his simple gesture. He is your mate, he is bound to feel something but the moment you appear before his sight, he hates you,’ Nia must have noticed how silent and awkward I looked when I grabbed the tray and locked the door.

After finishing the food, I went to bed because I had a long journey ahead tomorrow.