The Alpha Who Saved Me novel Chapter 125

CHAPTER 125

It's only a week before my twentieth birthday and I'm becoming more nervous. On one hand, I don't want it to come because I don' t want to come into my full powers, but on the other, I'm anxious to see if Declan really is my mate. What I won't give to have that special connection with someone. I had one with Gavin, to an extent, and he will always have my heart, but it was never the connection of fated mates and I know he wants me to be happy. I' ve always had a stronger bond with Declan, so it makes sense that the Goddess would have fated us to each other.

I've been slowly coming around to believing that the Alpha of Storm River really is my fated mate. Why we have had to go through everything that we have, I'm not sure at all, but the Goddess always has a reason for why she does things the way she does. It's strange that she would present the obstacles that she has, for example, Lila. Wouldn't it be easier to just let Declan and I be with each other, and choose one another if we were fated? Why have us go our separate ways, and each bear a pup from another. I thought mate bonds are supposed to be sacred. It's almost as if the Goddess pushed Lila and Gavin into our lives. I won't complain, though, because I definitely got the better end of the deal.

I chuckle at the thought, and for a moment, I swear I could hear Gavin's chuckle as well as the breeze comes through the office window. I smile towards the window, "I miss you, Gavin. I hope you know that you will always hold a huge chunk of my heart." In that moment, a familiar scent, one that I will never forget because it's his scent, dances on the breeze, making me smile.

Instead of staying stuffed in my office, I go in search of Demi, who has my son at the moment. I want to take a walk on this gorgeous

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I find Demi in the back yard, watching Ayden play on the playset while holding Ash in her arms. I had sent my Beta to the human town to find the biggest playset to put up in the back yard. It now looks like a miniature park in the backyard, and even though there is a park close by, I love the fact that I can sit out here to watch the kids enjoy themselves without leaving the pack house.

"I was just going to come find you, Luna. Ash is starting to get fussy for his feeding." Demi informs me.

I glance at my watch, "Oh wow, I hadn't realized it was that late already. Here, I was going to take him for a walk anyway, so I'll find a nice quiet spot and let him feed."

I cradle Ash in my arms as I walk across the backyard towards the tree line. I know the perfect secluded spot under a cherry blossom tree. I visit it often when I need to feel close to Gavin because it's where we came a few times to have our private moments. Who knows, it could have been one of those moments that created this little bundle of joy in my arms.

Leaning back against the tree, I lift my shirt up and bring my son to my breast. He's a hungry little pup as he latches on in an instant and starts sucking vigorously. I can't help but laugh, "I'm sorry for making you wait, little man."

Closing my eyes, I listen to the sound of the small field that the

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blossom tree grows in. The birds are chirping, the squirrels are out collecting their food for the upcoming winter months, I can even sense deer close by. There is another scent, and I grin as I switch my son to the other breast.

"Hm, I'm a bit jealous of him at the moment." The deep voice is smooth like chocolate as it comes closer.

"Maybe if you're good, he will share them with you, but you will have to wait until later, of course." I smile up at the handsome Alpha who now stands, towering over me with his hands in his pockets. His shirt sleeves are rolled up to his elbows, showing off the veins that run through his muscular forearms.

"You were made to be a nurturing mother; do you know that? It suits you, nicely." He takes a seat on the ground right beside me.

"No, you just enjoy staring at my boobs." I chuckle.

"Well, that too, of course," he joins in with his own little snicker, "Seriously, though, I love watching you, not just with Asher, but with Holden as well. It makes me so happy to know that my son. has you in his life." He brushes a few strands of hair away from me face.

"I love the little guy like my own, and I pray to the Goddess every night that we are truly mates just so Holden will know the real love of a mother."

"Oh, is that the only reason?" Declan's brow lifts.

"I guess his dad is pretty hot too, and is amazing in bed." I wink at him, and he throws his head back at laughs, startling my son. "Ouch!" I give a playful glare at the Alpha, "Thanks for that!"

Declan shrugs, "What did I do?"

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"You scared my son and he ripped his mouth away from me. Do you want to know what that feels like? I can show you." I go to pinch his own nipple but he blocks me, laughing.

"I'll take your word on it, but I'm sorry. I can kiss them better for you."

I roll my eyes, "If you're lucky."