The Carrero Effect - Falling for the Boss (Billionaire CEO) novel Chapter 176

“You two look very relaxed.” Sylvana points out, standing by her kitchen island making a salad as we enter, my body flushes seven shades of morbid embarrassment. Jake mock frowns at me and leans in to whisper for my ears only.

“There’s no hiding what you’ve been up to is there?” His mouth lingering seductively by my ear and I give him an elbow jab to move him away. Luckily, Sylvana seems oblivious or at least has the good grace to pretend she is.

“We had a little stroll in the greenhouse and the garages.” He answers his mother smoothly, no hint of shame in his voice or manner. I keep my face down so my hair hides my hues of pink skin, heating all over.

“Oh, my roses are looking beautiful today, I only watered them this morning, that’s if you noticed the flowers, of course.” She beams at us and I catch a knowing look in her eye which only makes me want the floor to open up and take me.

Jake lets go of me and dives into the fridge for two bottles of water and hands me one, I didn’t think I needed it but I’m soon dragging it into my throat like someone who has been stuck in the Sahara for a week. Trying to push down my external blush and calm that internal flurry of panic and awkwardness.

Jake’s quizzing his mother on anything he’s missed within the family for the last couple of weeks as this is the first time he’s been home since being with me. I get lost inside my own head, thinking of nothing, just a sense of fatigue and a slight surreal feeling in the back of my mind. I blame him and his undying energy and libido. I’m in much need of a holiday from him to just lay down and sleep.

I’m a little warm too, both of their eyes on me and I look up warily.

“Emma isn’t really okay with all this yet, Mamma.” Jake warns and pulls me toward him and slides me into a stool by him. I’m confused but say nothing. I must have completely zoned out for a bit and have no idea what they said.

“Well, it isn’t going to go away, and it isn’t exactly the way I expected my first grandchild to come into the family.” She sounds upset and my stomach tightens at the topic.

Great time to zone back in, well done.

“It’s not how I imagined becoming a father either,” he mutters, glancing to me for signs of anger or even emotion but I keep it all locked safely inside and just focus on my bottle of water and the growing heat up my spine. I catch him looking at me with a frown, second guessing my blank expression. Sometimes his knowing me this well is a curse. I tighten my resolve to give nothing away and ignore him.

“So, what did you finally agree on?” she pushes, oblivious to anything I may be feeling as she doesn’t know my PA Emma face at all, or my ability to lock down and act fine. Jake stares at me warily, seeing nothing, he carries on.

“I attend classes to prepare for the birth, I go to the birth and after it’s here I get fortnightly visitation two days a week until the baby is older. Then we’ll re-meet to arrange weekly times and days.” I can still feel his eyes on me, waiting for a reaction, instead I focus on peeling off the label on the bottle, my lip finding its way between my teeth absentmindedly. I catch his frown in the corner of my eye and take my lip out of my teeth.

“Well, it’s best to get these things sorted out and legal … Marissa has always been one to change her mind like the weather.” Sylvana retorts and for the first time I sense a dislike in her for the girl. “Has your father discussed the DNA test with you?” she adds in hastily and averts her eyes to her task Jake bristles instantly; his body close enough to send out signals in every which way. The air buzzing with him.

“Do you mean has he ordered me to enforce one after the baby comes?” I catch the icy tone and glance up at him in surprise.

“He’s only making sure the name of our family is protected, Jacob … That you really are the father.” She leans out and pats his hand gently. “Women can be very manipulative with a means to an end, miele.”

“Marissa doesn’t need money; she doesn’t need my name either. Her family does just fine on its own.” He huffs, moving back to reach for an apple in the fruit bowl and starts tossing it between his hands in agitation. Jake is entering the ‘I’m done with this’ mode. Fidgeting is his tell.

“You never told me about a DNA test?” I finally butt in quietly; Jake’s eyes snap up to me in surprise at hearing my voice. That I am actually interacting with this topic.

“You never want to talk about it, bambino … I didn’t think there was point in telling you, seeing as it’s a moot point.” He looks annoyed with Sylvana yet wary that I’ve started talking about something I normally avoid like the plague.

“Why?” Sylvana demands. “Because Marissa and you had sex? Jacob, women who want something will sometimes do all in their power to get it … Marissa has always wanted you back, this isn’t about money or title.” She boldly points out.

“She’s definitely pregnant and she knows that she has no chance with me … Ever.” He snaps and turns, pacing to the patio doors, looking outside, his body emanating aggression. The pain coursing through my heart right now is enough to make me stay seated, unable to go to him.