It was just because that person was Lucas.
Melody clutched her heart, realizing that her thoughts were becoming increasingly dangerous.
"How could someone like me who came from a messy family be worthy of you? Besides, you've always treated me as just an actress from the beginning to the end." Melody smiled bitterly. "How can I ever like someone else in the future after meeting someone like you? You're really evil, do you know that?"
As if determined, she stuck out her tongue. "I'm sorry. You haven't done anything wrong. It's me who shouldn't have fantasized. I'll stop that from now. I'll try hard to draw clear boundaries between us, and I promise I won't make things difficult for you anymore."
Melody was well aware that the only way out for her and Lucas was for her to forget the feelings she should not have. Their relationship was destined to end badly if she continued harboring those feelings.
However, her heart started aching when she thought about parting ways with Lucas in the future. Thus, it would be better for her to let go of those feelings.
After sorting out her thoughts, Melody fetched a thin blanket and laid down on the sofa.
Unfortunately, figuring things out and putting them into action were two different matters. Melody tossed and turned on the sofa, closing her eyes but unable to fall asleep.
Her heart was telling her that she should stop lying to herself.
"He doesn't like you, and you're not worthy of him. Aren't these reasons enough for you to give up?" Melody convinced herself, persuading her restless heart.
It was almost dawn by the time she managed to fall asleep.
The next day, Melody woke up to find that the sensation underneath her was different. She did not know when she had ended up in the bed; she distinctly remembered falling asleep on the sofa last night.
Comments
The readers' comments on the novel: The Day I Kissed An Older Man
This book is a good book, but it’s too short. I hope it has a part two👍🏾...
This book is getting boring now. I loved Jeremy, Corinne, Sonny and Lucas. The story needs to end. or bring back more of Jeremy, etc....
I haven't skipped any chapter at all. Though the story is good, it keeps going back to base one. I think this has no ending at all and somehow after reading more than 2500 chapters it's kinda tiring already. They have drained all the thrills....
Great writing! I almost cried when Helen hit Melody! So sad! 😭 can’t wait to see how the relationship with her and Lucas develops though. So tired of the repetitive problems with different people....
Yikes my body tenses so much, my moods change as the scenes change. It leaves me wanting to continue reading....
my heart breaks for melody, so many ups and downs, i shed a few tears when lucas walked by melody carrying thalia, and melody stayed quiet while watching them leave. i find myself getting into character as if im one. i dont remember ever feeling like that in any other books. im thankful the 10 chapters/day. waiting for the next 10...
We have updated progress from 7 chapters/day to 10 chapters/day.<3...
i love grandma Beatrice, there needs to me more people like her in the world straight forward and to the point, no beating around the bush and worrying about offending anyone, why pretend to be someone your not....
looking forward to more chapters, The same thing is happening to Melody as what happened to Luna, if Luna was back maybe she would set Lucas straight, can't wait to see how Lucas handles the situations that will arrive. Poor Melody....
ya Lucas pay more attention to Melody lets see what happens waiting for more chapters thanks...