The Fire and The Storm - The Nexus of Kellaran #2 novel Chapter 106

Part 17

“I can come up with a quick spell to convert their numbers to ours and back.” Six mused. “After we’ve reviewed the officers’ report, we’ll know what mathematics we have to review or learn.”

“Agreed.” Kragorram nodded again.

There was silence for a moment, then Fire spoke.

“May I ask how you became a goddess?”

Neela chuckled. “Ah. You must understand that our race developed quite quickly for a naturally developed animal, in what was a very isolated place. The world was very empty then, and most of it was uninhabited by thinking beings. All of it was hunted by dragons, of course, but the hunting territory of a dragon is often many hundreds or thousands of square kilometers, and they already knew how to Translocate by then, so many didn’t have a den in the territory they hunted. So land that was included in such a territory was not always inhabited.

“So, we had almost forty thousand years of isolation, and we learned that the secret to co-existing with dragons was to make sure that there was always something easier for them to hunt than us. So we made sure that there was always an abundance of undefended domesticated animals near us, and we defended ourselves vigorously. Under those conditions, few dragons would bother with us.

“But eventually, they spoke of us to the unicorns, who eventually investigated us, then made contact. Through The People of Morning, we learned of the other older intelligent races, and we learned that those races all had gods. And we didn’t. What we wanted most of all was a god to protect us from the dragons. They usually took our animals rather than us, but dragon attacks were still the recurring and ongoing nightmare of our existence.

“We also learned of magic from the unicorns, but we were completely incapable of learning or using their magics. None-the-less, based on their example, within a few decades one of us stumbled upon human magic powered by the heat of the stone rather than the light of the Source, as you say, and he became the first mage. His name was Beenbi, and I was his student and protégé. I became the first mage to extend my lifespan, but Beenbi died from sudden bleeding in the brain when he was only forty-seven.

“It was then thought by the unicorns and the other races that their magic came from their gods, and their gods were content to leave them with the fallacy. So when we discovered magic, we took it as certain evidence that a god of humans had ascended from some other, unknown tribe of humans elsewhere in the world. We rejoiced in knowing we were not alone, that there were others of us out there somewhere, and that we had our own deity, but it was all a fallacy. He or she was known to us then as the unknown god, and though we didn’t know who we were praying to, we prayed anyway.

“I became the wisewoman and priestess of my tribe, which by then numbered over thirty thousand and had separated into sub-tribes, but we were still all in regular contact with each other. We supposed that our deity was testing us, and that he or she would be revealed to us when we were judged worthy. So I struggled mightily for more than two thousand years to increase my wisdom, my power, the prosperity of my people, and the devoutness of my faith in my goddess, for I was secretly convinced that she was female, though I had no evidence that it was so.

“There came a day when I was meditating in a place that felt holy to me, I was holding all my power, and striving for perfection. I had been meditating there without moving for twenty-three days. And it just… happened. I knew that I had changed fundamentally, and been improved dramatically, though I still didn’t realize what had happened to me. So I called out to my goddess in a great wordless shout of joy and pleasure and fulfillment.

“I was answered by a goddess, but not the one I had expected. Instead there appeared before me Minatif, Second Goddess of The People of Morning, a very pretty chestnut unicorn with an obvious aura of divinity. She was there to translate for Glup of The Zurb, who had also appeared, and who promptly declared me the first goddess of humans, and disappeared. Luckily for me, Minatif stayed and explained the truth of things to me, and often helped me as I re-established myself over the next couple of millennia.

“I wish I could explain the process of achieving divinity more exactly, but for me, it was an entirely subconscious process that happened while I was trying to empty my mind of all thought.”

“Ah. Thank you.” Fire responded.

“You’re most welcome, and Val, yes you can all have a hug.”