The innocent reject novel Chapter 29

Ch 29 Regret

My mistake,my regrets

Her sorrow ,her requests

Her pleading ,her desperation

My ego,my ignorance

She was my angel when I was her devil

She was my saviour when I was her murderer

Her eyes held love when mine held hatred

Her hands acted as my protector when mine stabbed her with a knife

Her goodness was brought to light when the dark veil of misconceptions got lifted from me eyes

And now when I can see her goodness in light

Her eyes are closed in darkness

If only I could revert back time

If only I could set things right

This regret is killing me from inside

Her innocent face is making me cry

And with each teardrop that is falling on her face

I am repeating one thing again and again

"I love you Aleka

I love you....."

-by Aaron Alistaire king

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Aaron's pov

I never thought such a day would come in my life when I will be filled with this overflowing emotion called regret

I always thought that the decisions taken by me always serve justice

Being the chief justice of werewolf community I always thought that not once was my decision wrong

But how wrong I was

I couldn't even serve justice to my mate let alone the entire community

And now when I have realised this I just wanted to punish myself for every wrong I did to her

So here I am going all berserk

Knocking down all the trees around me, growling at every person who tries to touch her,drawing blood by scratching myself with my own claws,and growling so loudly that even the ground on which I am standing is shaking.

While I am going all insane her body is lying motionless on the ground in peace.

Her wolf has changed back into her human body

Both her arms have burn marks on them and her once velvety skin is covered in bruises and cuts

I just want her to open her eyes and look at me

I promise I will end this madness if she opens them

If not ,

this madness will continue

This all will continue until I reach where she is now

Until I destroy myself to achieve the peace in which she is now

Until I die to meet her in heaven above.

"Alpha please... stop .... "

"Aaron !control yourself!!"

"Please don't harm yourself..!"

"We need you Alpha King!!"

"You will kill yourself Aaron!!"

These are the voices around me but I am oblivious to them

The only voice I can hear is that of her

"No alpha please don't even say that word,I... I'll be a good mate I promise just give me a chance,please just one chance"