The Shark Mafia Boss novel Chapter 57

Olivia POV

” let's go watch a film”

I grab Raphael’s hand and pull him towards the sofa. I take a seat and he sits next to me, his body touching mine and I decide that he is not close enough so I cuddle up to him, I hear Raphael taking a deep breath and I can’t stop myself from smiling, I can hear his heartbeat and it is fast.

”what do you want to watch?” – Raphael asks

”whatever you want” – I reply not caring for what we will watch, I just want to be close to him.

”Star trek ok?”

”yeah” – I say with a smirk on my face

”What?”

”didn't know you were a Trekkie” – I let out making fun of him, I would’ve never taken him for a geek. That is cute.

”bugger off” – He tells me pulling me closer to him.

We start watching the film and I feel Raphael’s heart slowing down, but when I move to get more comfortable his heart starts beating fast again betraying him. I smile at the thought of Raphael being nervous from being this close to me.

I allow one of hand to softly touch his now hard cock. I smile and he stops breathing for a second.

“Olivia” – he says with his husky and lustful voice

“Sorry” – I say removing my hand

“I didn’t say stop” – he says now lifting me and placing me on top of him. I straddle him, and my arms fall on his shoulders while I look at him.

I allow my eyes to fall onto his full lips and he smiles noticing my gaze on his lips, without a second thought I kiss him. I think I took him by surprise because took him a second to kiss me back, both of us fighting for dominance. For once I would like to dominate him, I would like to decide how it’s done.

With one movement Raphael grabs me and moves us around placing my body laying on the big sofa and he places himself between my legs.

He doesn’t stop kissing me, As I let out a gasp his tongue finds his way towards mine. My hands explore his back and I decide it is time to undress him.

I start pulling his t-shirt off and I notice he struggles to take it off. Guilt takes over me and I stop kissing him.

Raphael hovers over me looking down into my eyes, his eyes show confusion. The shirt is still half in his body.

“What happened?” – he asks

“I am sorry” – I say while tears storm down my face

“Hey, hey, why are you crying?” – he asks while he lifts me and makes me straddle him again.

“Does it hurt?” – I ask him while I let my hand wander down his back until I feel the scar

“Olivia” – he says looking at me

“Please Raph, does it hurt?”

“Yes” – he says and more tears fall down my face and I burry it on his neck.

“Hey, hey” – he says lifting my head so I can look at him – “It hurts but I’ve had worse pains” – he says

“Did you really?” – I ask him not believing what he is saying. How can something hurt more than a gunshot wound?

“The day you told me to leave” – he says and I blink in confusion – “That day, hurt a lot more than this” – he says and I can see the truth in his eyes

“Raphael” – I start saying and he cut me off.

“That day, my heart broke Olivia, I had just declared myself to you and you told me to leave”

“I went after you” – I tell him

“Do you blame me for not looking back?” – he asks me

“No” – I let out and I look down at my hands that are now resting on his bare chest.

“Olivia look at me” – he says and I obey. I look deep into his now dark blue eyes – “That day, was one of the worst days of my life, I thought I was going to go mad, your words kept playing in my head in a loop, no physical pain will ever be worse than that one when my heart broke” – he says and I let out a gasp with the realisation that he does love me. In his own twisted and Psychotic way, he loves me.

“I am sorry “ - I say with a shy smile on my face